03.27.10
When Change Happens
Have you ever found yourself running from change? I discovered that’s where I am right now. I’m in a new place and my thoughts seem to be moving a million miles an hour non-stop – even interrupting my sleep. Yet, I did not know I had moved into freneticism until I decided to look at why I had manifested little things not working out.
It was the simple misplacement of a recording that got my attention. It’s a small thing at the end of a string of other smaller mishaps. The recording is a channeling for myself that turned out to be a channeling for a friend. Information on the tape contains an ethereal conversation and description of imagery of new experience happening in humanity from the latest shift of the solstice. When released to those who can interpret its larger effect, it creates a shift of awareness in the Game – on many levels. At some deep level, I am running from the sharing of this. Why?
The answer is not so forthcoming as I write. I only know I have hit on a truth because the release of the building energies in my own body has now shifted into a bubbling excitement my brain has not yet come into resonance with. It’s like being with happy people when you are not feeling so happy yourself. In those moments, you can either move deeper into your personal misery or get happy.
The information revealed is not writing itself in this blog as yet. It is for those who specifically understand until more can be known to build the foundational information that connects threads. Today’s writing is about moments of change and how they do truly show themselves to us long before we are aware of them.
When we aren’t living in a space of our body’s emotional awareness, our changes happen as sudden jolts, launched bombshells or misperceptions in the landscape of life. No change is sudden. All change is an evolution of energies shifting themselves into a new life, livelihood or living. If you are surprised about change, it’s because you have not been paying attention to the subtle shifts taking place right before you, which always begins within you.
Today, change is reaching for me to share it and I find myself shifting away to avoid it. I feel like my children when they would call out complaining, “He/She is touching me!” Change is touching me and somewhere in me is not ready to be in it. Does it change my direction? Does it impact my dreams? Is it my dreams and somewhere in me I’m unwilling to let go of a game I don’t know I’m playing? Self-sabotage rarely reveals itself before the deed is done and now change seems to be playing “Tag! You’re it!” with me.
When we run from change, don’t look at it or pretend what is happening is not actually happening, we run the risk of not blending with its moments in ease and comfort. It’s happening anyway. It is the turning of the back that creates the significant surprise – desired or undesired.
Well, change has arrived for me. I must sit and commune with it to know its truth. Is it for me? Is it only the information I am to pass on that affects the greater consciousness? Is it a procrastination of a ‘To Do’ on my personal list that precedes my next step?
We run from change every day. Every day change continues whether we are aware or not. Even those of us who thrive on a changing world cannot help but resist what my Team has described as a large truck barreling onto my path. While they have assured me it does not run me over, its energy is greater than the experience of my preparation.
Even me, who welcomes change, cannot breathe in moments such as this. If you are one who resists change at every turn, I suggest you do as I am about to. Sit quietly within yourself, invite change to pull up a chair and start talking. This kind of communication in the language of Light allows you to co-create with change. It’s a much better transition than being run over or drug along in life.
Terrifying as change can be, there is a freshness change brings with it. The new energies of change allow for new growth and visions. It’s like getting a new box of chalks to play on life’s sidewalk.
When change happens, start coloring!
