04.30.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 3:23 pm by Ruth Evelyn
When I “lost my mind” a couple weeks ago, I had no idea the depth of truth I was working with at the time. Since then, core beingness has been consistent, task accomplishments of purpose have been prolific…and a mind-sync happened. This was a very strange experience, and one we all strive for…without knowing it is a goal to be had.
Mind-Sync: Connecting the core mind to the intellectual mind and vice versa.
I was in meditation. No longer working with the intellect in goal development and thought process, I was focusing on the movement of thought in the enteric brain: sternum to pelvic floor, navel to spine, hip to hip. Suddenly, the thought moved into the brain and I felt and saw a neurotransmitter move as it shifted the thought from a non-useable connection to a new connection. The new connection was linked to a connection in the core mind (enteric brain). The two minds synchronized in thought.
The process I was working with was maintenance, of sorts. It was a periodic alignment and re-alignment of aspects and energies to affirm the regard of wholeness. Never before have I felt neurotransmitter shifts like this. The internal brain gave off the sensation of tubular ‘hooks’ unhooking and moving. They would then re-set into place. Sometimes the enteric neurotransmitters would rearrange themselves. This experience of unhooking, hooking and shifting lasted three hours.
The aftermath has been like getting off the expressway and onto the Autobahn while traveling in a soundproof hovercraft. The ride is smooth, creativity expresses faster and the mind distractions have practically ceased. In addition, the intellectual mind no longer bothers itself with thought processes that can be answered through the use of kinesiology or a pendulum. In other words, when there is a definitive response of truth to a question, opinions and guesses don’t jump forward to play.
This Mind-Sync has been very functional, efficient and allows one to operate with a greater focus on what matters. For me, the focus is on the multi-faceted life of purpose I am experiencing. Following the threads of evolution, this way of computing information is the fore-runner of the future human mind. With the emotional body clear of lower vibrational debris, the emotion and intellect synchronize into an efficient operating system.
This Mind-Sync is new to me. Like other physiological changes in the past, I’ve been operating like this for a long enough time to consider it’s not going to change back. It allows me to think more clearly in the higher vibrational fields with stronger comprehension and mastery. This has allowed me greater insight with more effective action steps.
I like it…very much!
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04.24.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 7:28 am by Ruth Evelyn
For me, there is a grace in the act of writing. I did not write for twenty two years and now, it seems as if I am making up for lost time. Writing, whether it is in my journal or on the keyboard, is a world of flow and ease. Perhaps that’s why Archangel Michael stood in front of my steps today. No more movement was to be, except to write
I can feel it, Michael. My body had been tense with increased activity of the past twenty four hours. As I write, there is a loosening of tension and expansiveness of movement happening faster than if I were hiking. Writing has breath.
Writing in free flow creative form, for me, is the place anyone goes to when they are doing what they love. There is no time. There is no place. There is only flow. There is only grace.
In the gentle flow of beingness, I touch the place where human and soul entwine in loving dance of light and matter. The connection communes and loves and touches in tender oneness.
This is the grace of writing…for me.
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04.11.10
Posted in Language of Light, Threads of Evolution at 8:48 am by Ruth Evelyn
“Dear Sister, do you choose Kindness continued?” He asked.
The Mind answered, “Yes! Of course!”
The Body answered, “Kindness has always become unkindness in one way or another.”
The Soul answered, “In the end, Kindness matters.”
Kindness. Sincere, natural kindness left my life for a few decades. It’s back. It’s actually been back for a while, showing me its different aspects here and there. For the past four months, I’ve been plunged into its waters like a baptism. When I backed away from its penetrating power, its alter ego showed itself to remind me of the kind side of unkindness…and the unkind side of kindness.
I suppose Texas is a perfect place to feel corralled and tethered while the last layers of fear and mistrust become calmed and healed. Now, the final bit of ‘breaking down’ is in process as I am surrounded only by kindness – almost protected by it – and surrender happens.
Kindness is a potent energy. We think of it as being soft and gentle. The experience of it is steadfast and firm as it comes in contact with broken hearts and the last defenses of mistrust. Kindness is all-knowing in its ability to mend the rips and shreds of unkindness.
Jeb is my mirror in the moment. Here for one week, he is a mix breed dog, chocolate brown with two different colored eyes, a very soft coat and gentle demeanor. He sleeps by my chair at dinner, stands in anticipation when I walk in the room and sits with me as I venture outside. He’s a runner, escaping when no one is watching. He’ll come to me, until I reach for him. I’m considering this.
Kindness has been reaching for me for ten years now. It’s been a slow process in the taming of a skittishness I did not recognize as in me. I chose differently when unkindness became intolerable many years ago and now my wish is ready to be complete and fulfilled. Learning to receive was the first step. Understanding the responsibility of co-creation was the next. Then came the recognition that all is not what it seems and removal of blocks and walls.
We all would really like kindness in our lives, but it’s a process and response-ability to create its permanency. Well, I’ve walked the walk and now there is the molecular memory standing bare and exposed. Kindness has it surrounded. The memory is so weakened, there is no choice but to acquiesce.
“Dear Sister, do you choose Kindness continued?” He asks.
The Mind answers, “Yes! Of course!”
The Body smiles, “Most definitely!”
The Soul responds, “Kindness always matters.”
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04.08.10
Posted in Language of Light at 9:49 pm by Ruth Evelyn
Elegance entered my world this morning. Not as in formalwear of black tie and gown, but a kindness, caring and a rounding of soft edges. It woke me up and said, “Good morning.” I would like to say the remainder of the day was as delicious in the experience. It was not. Yet, as I sit in the end of it, Elegance, it seems, has come to stay.
Elegance, this elegance, is a comfort – a leaning into – akin to home and love and beingness. It is grace and has the sense of an old friend. It feels…like it has always been.
My To Do list this week included walking through a jungle today – a metaphor, of course. I’ve been in this jungle before and chose to leave it in my past. Its messy entanglement is overgrown and full of surprise attacks and poisonous arrows. My reason for returning to safari my way through is for a project of mine sitting in its midst that is in need of rescue.
My project is the piece of a dream that got stuck in the claws of a great beast. It was beautiful once…when I did not know the fine art of feeding and caring for dreams. When I walked out of the jungle those few years ago, both my dream and I were mangled and covered in grime. The aftermath has been a process of licking wounds, resetting broken structures and maturing through next level knowledge.
Today, it was time to head back in and retrieve what had been left. It was a small unnoticeable detail then, which has now become a potential obstacle of gargantuan proportions – well, big enough to make the difference between the no and yes of the next step. If I do not lay claim to this piece of my dream, I can kiss the entire dream goodbye, so I began my day calmly prepared to face whatever hid in the brush or fell from the treetops. Then…Elegance appeared…and the edges of its image softened before my eyes.
When I entered the jungle, I was stopped immediately. It was like trying to see the Wizard of Oz with the man telling Dorothy she had to retrieve the witch’s broomstick. The rights of the dream piece are mine, but I can only have it by retrieving it through the beast. There were seven, “No, only the beast has the power to command the will of the jungle”.
When we are in our moments of walking through red tape to get things done, we almost always come to heightened moments of frustration or anger. It did not matter which way I phrased the question or explained the situation, there was no penetration beyond “the rules of the system” at hand. This was a duplicate of a similar encounter in the wilds when I was trying to find my way out last time. I really wanted a different experience and outcome, so I was able to remain calm while I attempted negotiation (which takes two people willing to budge, btw). Alas, all I came away with was the fax and address of the legal department…then, I turned to face the beast.
Now, the reason the beast became the beast in the first place was because I allowed it. I entered into the entire business arrangement in the mode of “You know more than I do, oh Grand One.” Posh…and puke! I did it to myself and the end result was “Oh Grand One”, who claimed enlightenment, became the all powerful man behind the curtain – complete with massively abusive behaviors I’ve extricated myself from…and now I’ve got to go back in…I thought.
It isn’t natural to consider Elegance as being associated with Power. I discovered today, Elegance is one of the most powerful frequencies in the human palette of strengths. Elegance, in its truth, is very large…very quiet…very gentle…and does not consider any beast worthy of its style.
After contorting myself into the shape of the me that stood toe to toe with the beast, Elegance stepped in to remind me torture is a bygone history. I was beating myself into submission. There was nothing in me that desired to go down the path that led to beastly encounters, so I had to face the truth of what I really desired. The truth of the matter, I wanted the jungle to take care of the beast and hand me the piece of my dream without me touching one speck of dust or dirt. “Check your email,” I hear.
Elegance is a powerful frequency. Its ability to center the mind, body and soul into instant alignment with truth softens the edges. Elegance brings with it a resonant power that carries the oxygen of peace.
Sitting in my inbox is an email from the “jungle” outlining the documents to provide to retrieve the piece of my dream…without dealing with the beast…or getting tangled and dirty.
Elegance entered into my world this morning. It tames jungles, ignores wild beasts…and holds me close in its soft embrace.
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