05.28.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 7:33 am by Ruth Evelyn
It is one thing to intellectualize a thing and quite another to know it to the core of your being. The first is the mind – thought with no tangible substance. The other is the body with its molecules, cellular tissue and such. When you know a thing in the molecular memory, it becomes a belief system.
I had been taught of a God, a He, who watched over me, judged me and loved me very much. When I read he didn’t care, I slammed the cover closed on the author’s words. If God did not care about me, who did? A woman who had thrown the book at her wall more than a dozen times, suggested I try it again. Six months later, I opened the book again. It was a Game-changing moment.
Years later, as I was leaving a coffee shop, the God of my society jumped out of my body and I knew. I felt the smoke of illusion leave me and dissipate into nothingness. I knew in that moment that the God that was a He, a singular everything that cared for me in every moment, did not exist. It was a Game-changing moment.
It was a quiet Sunday morning, several years ago. As I sat working with my Team, I documented a conversation of the discovery of my authentic code, the frequency match of human and soul. It was a Game-changing moment.
I was then introduced to a beingness that was me with a beautiful soul name. My intellectual mind both grasped and grappled with my soul me that was separate, yet me. Three years later, my human self connected with my soul self. Coming alive in the lower back, the pulsating matching code activated upon connection. It was a Game-changing moment.
With my soul-human connection, I turned to face the manifestations of dreams we had been working on…only to discover the we did not include the soul aspect. The soul had accomplished its purpose. It had connected in fullness to its human component. The soul – my soul – had no intentional purpose to fulfill my dreams and desires as a human. Yet, why did I feel such a compelling purpose toward a greater goal for so many years? Was I done with this lifetime? I discovered I had to negotiate with my soul self to play with me in the human game. It was a Game-changing moment.
As I walk my journey through the experience of awareness, expansion is the ever present factor. As my soul self and human self blended into a molecular cohesiveness in step, the application of alchemical transformation accelerated. Processes intellectualized years before finally became knowing in the body and the first fruit fell off my something-from-nothing manifesting tree. It was a Game-changing moment.
As I am tending the orchards for greater harvest, I found myself sitting in a rare coaching session becoming more and more distant from my dreams and goals. Coaching had once been very much a part of my day. It has nothing to do with what exists in my orchard. By the end of the session, my life and my world were far away in the distance. It was a Game-changing moment.
I did not fully comprehend what had happened when I left my client. I felt surreally confused and off-path. I walked and meditated and called a Council meeting with my Team. Dissatisfied with unclarity, I opened my email and there sat a link to a video. At first, it was beautiful. I watched it again…and again…and again…more than ten times…deciphering it’s expansive coded information…until the body knew. It was a Game-changing moment.
The soul is a bridge to the cosmic self. Its only purpose is to connect the cosmic self with the human self. It is, perhaps, the cosmic self that we have perceived as a God ‘out there’. It has ‘the plan’, the purpose, the reason for being. It contains all of the dreams, goals, records on the individuated experience.
Were you to picture the cosmic self as a balloon floating in the universe, the soul would be the knot and the human would be the open end piece. The balloon, itself, contains all thought created throughout your existence as mind. It is contained within your own personal existence. It is your universe. It is your world. You, as human, are the physical manifestation of its existence. You, the human self, are the communication and actioning partner of your cosmic self. You create together – one in physical matter, one in vibration. The soul is the bridge between matter and non-matter, non-matter and matter.
Everything you came here to be, do and have is held within the cosmic self in the form of vibration. You have already thought it, already planned it, already considered it, already decided if it’s this life or the next that you bring any or all of it into fruition. You add to it in every moment. By being in physical human form, you are the piece that brings it all into action when you are in vibrational alignment with the frequency blend of fruition. Until you get there, you are creating off-path and living in other people’s worlds. Become the vibrational equivalency to your own world to bring those things into fruition present and ready for you to receive.
It is a Game-changing moment…because my body now knows it.
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05.19.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 5:11 am by Ruth Evelyn
Last Friday, as our area experienced severe weather, Elishia and I sat in the comfort of her new home. As is very natural with us, it was not long before the ethereal Teams in the room made themselves known. As had also become very natural, the essence of Michael (no longer in-body) indicated itself as further back from my shoulder blade than normal. It was Archangel Metatron who loomed large as the central figure in the conversation through me for Elishia. It was, from the beginning, a night of shift and change.
Michael. Last October, as I sat across the table facing a business client, Michael sat in direct alignment with my spine. It was a night of quietly standing ground and I could not lean into the human conversation if I wanted to. I felt relaxed, at ease and my posture would not – could not – change from a stance of confident power for the duration of the four hour dinner engagement.
During the evening, I was having a human conversation, being the bridge of communication between Michael and my client, having a side conversation with Michael as he instructed me in various capacities and a conversation with myself as I sat in observance of all that was taking place. I witnessed a game combining chess with cat and mouse as Michael made one more attempt to not close the door on a dimensional project of significant human impact. My client is Indigo, his purpose haunting him and his youth does not yet comprehend the meaning of timing.
Watching response-ablity of divine offerings dissipate before me is something I’ve had to get used to. I have experienced frustration from the hidden realms far greater than my own. It is an unfortunate experience to see windows and doors close for others while I stand in witness of the missed opportunities dissolving in the presence of conditioned belief systems. Very well then has become my own internal signal it is done and time to walk away. Michael has shown me, no matter how passionate and impactful we know our purpose to be, there is no guarantee humanity will truly come to be of service to itself. Very well then…
My experience with Michael in-body has been an eye-opener for both of us. Most Angelics have never experienced themselves as human. Archangel Michael is one of them. Ironically, he had been guiding me through comprehension of emotional genetics from a frequency standpoint. He is of the Light. Naturally, he guides by the Light. In-body, he coached me as an athlete would be coached. I would have an experience, he would stand in witness of it, watching me as a coach would watch continuous replay of athlete’s movements of success or failure during their sport. We would then dissect the experience to know greater depths of human behavior and frequencies in action. I would make different choices, work through a process taught or, on occasion, complete re-wiring would take place to put sabotaging behavior to rest with finality.
Last Friday, when Metatron and all who came to speak had spoken, Michael pressed himself forward. He had not been in-body for several days. While tornado warnings and watches downshifted into simple storm warnings, Elishia and I enjoyed reviewing all that had been discussed throughout the evening. Michael’s ever growing presence could no longer be ignored. Before I could speak his message, the tears were flowing freely. Elishia had to finish the channel.
“If I stay, you will stagnate.” It was 1:30 a.m. I had come home and pulled out my journal for a final conversation. “Do us well, Dearest. Do us well,” were his last words, until he returns toward the end of next month. The aftermath has been a surprise to me. When someone has been in your life every day for many years, you would expect a feeling of something missing. Yet, Michael has taught me wholeness. Nothing has felt to be missing, even the conversation. Still in the midst of bringing several projects to fruition, there was no time to consider the loss. I had to get to work.
Michael was right. If he were here during these past four days, I would have leaned into him on more than a few occasions. Instead, all the processes we have developed together have been put into play – and with greater success than when he was involved. We had taken care of knowing the intricacies of the unseen vibrations in a manifestation, now it was time to document the frequency steps of physical fruition. Working on my own with Michael out of body, yet present, things have been clicking into place for a while before he left. With a change of the guardians, the first three days was truly on my own in application of all that I have come to know with daily result of success as I began documenting the evolution of next step knowledge. Then, yesterday, somebody hit the accelerator.
It was Metatron who showed up yesterday. I worked through my morning process, then he asked me one question. I centered, sat in the answer and, when finished, his only reply was, “This is how it is done. Namaste.” The challenge I have with this today is that I was so very present and in the moment, I have only a vague idea what information showed up when I sat in the contemplation of it. I’ve tried to go back and pick apart the steps, but I couldn’t because opportunity after opportunity after opportunity kept me busy until late into the night.
It seems I have a new teacher.
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05.16.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 7:11 pm by Ruth Evelyn
For anyone who has not read Dan Brown’s The Lost Symbol, I highly recommend it. I was so excited about the mirror of science and our ancient texts, I could hardly contain myself. In fact, I could not and ended up at the dinner table of a friend reading chapters to her. While the entire story is a good read, it was the reading between the lines that intrigued me most. The character Katherine Solomon is a noetic scientist and, for me, the main character behind the scenes was her lab.
Called The Cube, the lab was described as a box inside a box. It sat at the far end of a large Smithsonian pod with a quarter mile walk through complete darkness to reach it. The Cube is where Solomon performed “science so advanced that it no longer resembled science.” Noetic science is leading-edge research into the potentials and powers of consciousness—including perceptions, beliefs, attention, intention, and intuition. Zing! I fell in love with The Cube and all that surrounded it :-}
So, here we go! When our lives come to the juncture where one’s purpose can no longer remain a lost dream, we set out on a journey much like Solomon’s trek and experience to and with The Cube. To begin, it can take monumental strength to move the heavy steel door of the pod that houses the purpose of self deep within – or, armed with the correct code, we can enter in seconds. Meditation and contemplation open doors with such ease and swiftness, WD-40 would stand in envy.
Once inside, the unknown is so completely unfamiliar, we walk groping in a darkness for something we cannot see, yet know intuitively – and hopefully – is there…our purpose. Sometimes the darkness is so thick, we cannot breathe through our steps. Darkness, especially our internal depth, can be so frightening we often feel we will not live through our momentary experience.
Not to worry. Katherine’s brother, Peter, has placed a carpet that stretches from the pod door entrance to The Cube. There is a path! As long as you are walking forward on your path, you will reach and touch your purpose. Katherine knows she is off her path when she feels cement beneath her shoe rather than the soft carpet. Learning the boundaries and knowing when we are off-path, especially when fear is chasing us, requires paying attention. You must feel your way along your path. You cannot intellectualize the unseen worlds.
It is a long walk through the dark pod. At times, it seems to go on forever. Sound familiar? Our own perception of distance in the unknown is skewed. Through guidance, soon has been equivalent to three days, months, years and a decade. There is no telling where the end goal is for a specific phase – except to know The Cube is up ahead.
The Cube. Your Purpose. When you reach the door to your purpose, there is such relief. First, you are glad to affirm that purpose exists and, finally, you have met yours! But, then The Cube has a door…and it’s locked. Purpose can only be accessed by its human through a series of codes and keys. Getting through that door requires commitment, perseverance…the long walk through the darkness…and, at last, just being. Be, and the door slides right open. Your purpose will open to you when you stop trying to get through to it.
Ahhhhh…the door is open to your purpose and you step inside. It has been a long walk through a lot of unknowingness to get here. There should be a manual, set of instructions, an outline of what this is all about…something! Nope, you have lab equipment – state of the art lab equipment – to now perform further internal research to discover the truth about your purpose and where you, the human, fit in and how you can bring it up out of the darkness into that world out there – you know, the one with humans in it who have no idea that this amazing thing inside you is a grand and important Purpose. You must now learn transformational alchmemy – science so far advanced, it no longer resembles science.
When we become connected with things like our purpose or soul or authenticity, the magic bell does not ring announcing class is over. Once you reach The Cube inside you, you’ve stepped into a whole new world…and a whole new beginning.
There is always more to discover.
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05.12.10
Posted in Language of Light, Threads of Evolution at 8:08 pm by Ruth Evelyn
One never knows what they are about to run into when life changes from one stage to the next. So often change comes in an evolutionary wave leaving you in the sudden realization things are different than they used to be. You are different than you used to be.
Then, there are those abrupt shifts. You may be working on a project for months or years and suddenly, one day, it has come to completion. When the morning of the next day arrives, the routine you have been accustom to no longer exists. What now?
My spiritual journey has shifted. The fragments of phases span more than seven years of walking through the trenches of the unknown world of vibration, frequency, emotion and thought. There has been connection and reconnection of threads lost in the fray of self and dissipation of roots that sometimes felt to stretch back to their moment of humanity’s creation of them. This walk has been interesting, to say the least.
Through veils and portals and wormholes and striations of dimensional energies, the unknowns have been uncovered and revealed – at least those for the purpose of my beingness. It is not as if the discovery has completed itself in its entirety. The package of understanding is complete…for this phase of the journey.
The ending came on Friday. The new beginning began on Monday. Even the gods take the weekend off. Friday was clean-up day – a breather. Saturday was music – all day. Sunday was sleep – and wondering what Monday was to bring. Monday was resistance.
We are in the habit, as humans, of resisting change – even when its purpose brings us to greater fulfillments and happiness. I have learned – actually, I have learned, but don’t always remember to utilize the lesson – to prepare the between days of phases with meditations and rest that allow the body to adjust from the old energies into the new. Doing so eliminates, or at least minimizes, the energies we associate with buyer’s remorse – those energies of regret, doubt and fear.
Although I was relaxed and felt ready when Monday arrived, there was a new language that came in with this new phase. This language came in the form of different energies that are more earthy and reassignments of those who now take the lead role of guidance. This amounts to using a different reference sheet that I was not provided with.
Having worked in the world of smoke and mirrors to learn such things as trust, truth and knowing, I have become keenly aware of the subtle differences in the language of Light. An important knowing is in such things as dimensional responses to my decisions. It really was not until I was working with Archangel Michael in-body (see bio) that I came to this understanding. Our energies were so entwined, I had come to feel the vibrational variations between his responses of “It is so and so it is” and “Very well then.”
It is so and so it is is definitive and often followed by something like, It is so stated in the record. It was only this past February when I recognized Very well then actually indicated I had stepped right instead of left. Michael was honoring my free will, but not informing me my choice had created a side-trip. He never informed me in these instances that it would be another week, month or year to get back to where I stood when his Very well then was uttered.
If I had a nickel for every Very well then I have received throughout these years as a response to a choice or decision I had made, I would be a very wealthy woman. Well, I suppose I am. For every Very well then has come an abundance of wisdom as I took the long way around to get to what was often my very next step. Truly, we must communicate the language of the Light with better memory of its meaning. Humanity will be forever disengaged if we do not clean up at least this portion of our understanding.
I am in a new phase. Unlike all the other phases, I know where this phase is headed. I know its outcome, for the most part. Although there are details our potentials always like to throw in that make their realization so much grander than we could imagine, there is definitive shape to their foundations. I have created them. I have committed to these creations and now my creations have committed to me. It is a partnership of physical and non-physical frequencies in the alchemy of transforming non-matter into matter.
There is a changing of the Guardians in this phase. Some who had left have returned. Some who had returned for the last few months have left once again. Michael has stepped to the side and the lead role now belongs to one who refused assistance just a few months before. He would not speak his wisdom until equilibrium was established. It was a requirement he made of The Michael. It is interesting to stand in observance as Masters of their realms negotiate and take stands with other Masters, especially those whose honor, grace and power are recognized by all.
Michael. One day we will write of our adventure together. The in-body experience with him has been educational for both of us. While he remains ‘in the room’, his presence is, I am told, for the honor and grace of what is now taking place – which, of course, I have only a faint idea of what he means.
New phases can be disconcerting. Our resistance to change makes them difficult. I have done my best to release my resistance. I already know my comfort zone has been stretched and I am touching the outer edges. Yet, I stand on a firm foundation of knowing, trust and confidence…and there is the equilibrium. If it did not exist, this change would not have come about.
Know this about change. If what was required for your success in new circumstance was not present, the change would not happen.
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05.07.10
Posted in Language of Light, Threads of Evolution at 11:11 am by Ruth Evelyn
I have just completed a monumental portion of my journey. Today, after a very good night’s sleep, I have awakened very much on the exhausted side of life. When this journey began, I can’t exactly say. Did I step on this path in ’97 when an angel visited me asking, “Do you want to help up here or down there?” I chose down there. Was it in ’98, when I was told, for the third time, to document my journey? The journals now take up two boxes and a backpack. Could it have been in 2000, after my divorce? It took nine years to pull apart the facade of masks it took twenty two years to build. It was not the art I meant to create.
Was it in ’06 when the spigot of flow ran dry, turning my walk into a trek across a seemingly endless desert? What is in front of us is not what it means and what it means is not in front of us. This is the only thing that kept dripping out of the spigot. Knowing its intimate truth has been the sustenance that has kept me alive and moving forward, step by step.
Or, did it all begin when I drew the short straw as a group of Soul’s, me included, stood around deciding who was going to be the one who would immerse themselves in the sea of humanity to connect a dying thread of the past to the new life of the future, while the rest of the group watched from some far away monitor with a faulty connection in my earpiece and no maps or set of codes to recognize friend or foe as help presented itself along the way? Sound familiar? Jason Bourne is a kindred spirit.
There are moments I would like to be angry at what I have put myself through to gain the experience and knowledge that is now contained within me. I have come to know, however, that whether you are dealing with a very powerful human or a very powerful Archangel, no one has the right to push you where you do not choose to go and that adamant passion behind the words No! and Get out! carry enormous power that can surprise the whole of the universe. This has been worth the price of this E-ticket ride.
I also know, no matter how benevolent others consider the angelic and divine realms, their amount of manipulation to achieve their own agenda is no different than any human endeavor on the shady side of life. It is only in knowing your self, your world and your life, that you are no longer pushed to and fro at the whims of someone else’s energy field of choice – human or ethereal. It’s a tough walk to get there.
I just finished reading A Walk in the Woods. Author, Bill Bryson, describes his planning, wild expectations and trek along the Appalachian Trail. I was taken by his companion, Stephen Katz, who volunteered at practically the last minute to join him. He was not prepared in the least and made critical choices at the beginning of each start (they trekked in phases). His pack was too heavy for his out of shape body, so he threw out essential items in exchange for a lighter pack…an easier walk. Resistance to do the hard stuff in the beginning of change only makes it more difficult as the journey moves on.
Still, there is something about Katz that strikes me as familiar…and brave. He hadn’t spoken to Bryson for two decades, jumped in with willingness and walked a trail he had never been on before. Often, he was alone on his journey as the more fit (somewhat physically, mentally and emotionally prepared) Bill walked on ahead. Yet, it was Katz who was the steady, practical and unfearing voice that kept the prepared companion from jumping out of his skin when darkness spoke. It is remaining in our deeper sense of knowing that keeps us from going over the edge when the unknown holds scary things just beyond our comprehension.
Our journeys into the unknown are really best unprepared. Bryson had read more books than he should on the dark side of nature, while Katz just brought himself. Through guidance (and many mishaps when I ignored the guidance), I have not ‘been allowed to’ read of the many spiritual journeys of others who have trekked into their own realms of knowing. Once, a book I was guided to not read was literally ripped from my suitcase in a cargo hold, along with my journal. The journal, which did not have my name in it, was miraculously returned by the airline. The book, Ask and It is Given by Esther and Jerry Hicks, was not. Abraham had passed me on to a higher vibrating group a few years before and this was the second Ask book ‘removed’ before I could read it.
This walk, I swear, has been monitored and manipulated by that group who stands in the safety of some divine realm, drinking lattes of love and elixirs of kindness, in complete denial of the life threatening land mines of the human realm. I say this, because…well, would you send someone on your team, someone you loved very much, into a world such as humanity without their backpack of safety gear, maps and secret codes?
My Team. I call those of Soul who have spoken openly with me these past ten years, my Team. Not unlike Star Trek, they reside in some far away place (…or close…like any skilled command center, they never really expose their true location…nor do they admit to being a they…until you question and consider walking away from it all…then, they are full of all kinds of information and help), communicating through the strands of light in my body as I, like James T. Kirk, traverse a terrain on a planet where the unknown can only be seen through a view from further away…and, more often than not, cannot be seen at all. The unknown is often just that – unknown.
There is a misconception that Angels, Archangels, Ascended Masters and Spirit Guides know it all. It is believed – hoped – by we in human form, that their all-knowingness will keep us safe – that they will keep us safe. Well, their safe is not our safe. When we die, we transition back to the light. In essence, we are always safe – no matter what we do – so, it’s important to clarify the term ‘safe’ when communing with the gods. Clarify everything, because, in truth, you are in charge of your own sense of safety.
It is a bit disconcerting to turn to your Team and discover yourself at a place where they are all looking at each other, then back at you, for the answer to your current dilemma. As it turns out, they, at times, know little more than you do. How fun.
In this last phase, it’s time frame of manifesting fruition has been thirteen years…and twelve years…and ten years…and eight years…and six years…and four years…and two years…and one year…and six months…and four months…and two months…and one month… It has been about trust…knowing truth…unconditional love…self…blessings…belief…expression…confidence…acceptance…regard…wholeness…balance…peace…alchemy…evolution…dimensionality…human soul connection…breath…authenticity…and commitment. The phases overlap, often look alike and there is always more to know, gain and experience.
With all of this, the reverence and sacredness of divinity becomes realized from within for self that is the expression of life itself. Reverence and sacredness are no longer about those who have come before us or stand in angelic watch over us. Reverence and sacredness are seen and felt in all that I am, all that I touch, all that I do and all that is…even moods, emotions and the body as it moves through the release of old energies to make room for new in the form of exhaustion and the guise of a cold. Honoring all process at all levels of expression is a gift and, today, my body is being honored while my Team steps back to allow its process of adjustment.
Then, we begin again…
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