07.29.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 2:11 pm by Ruth Evelyn
I did something last week that hurt, physically. The result accelerated the electromagnetic field I am working in. This caused more fruit to fall from the tree of life into my hands and now I’m trying to schedule it all.
I was at the ranch when I decided to take a moment to sit in this amazing leather recliner in a very sunny room. I took a few deep breaths and suddenly thought to return all unhealthy frequencies in my mind, body and soul to their rightful owners. My body responded immediately. Within only a few minutes of feeling the frequencies leaving, I fell into a deep, deep sleep.
Waking up an hour or so later, I started to get up. I felt tired from the release and wonderfully relaxed. “Stay still,” I heard, “You’re not done.”
The frequencies in you support health or they do not and not every energy in you belongs to you. Our energies fields are constantly exchanging information with our environments and people we come into contact with. While it isn’t socially correct for us to walk around sniffing one another, it is exactly what we do as we interact. We are, energetically, like dogs coming together in discovery of whether we are with friend or foe. We take that information in and play from there.
The challenge is, when we walk away, we take a little with us and we leave a little behind. If words are exchanged, the energy of whole belief systems and our reactions to them become part of our molecular package. Living through a life, it becomes difficult to know what belongs to us with authenticity and what does not.
I woke up a few times in the three hours of this process. When it finished, I felt light and free. The next morning, however, my body felt like I had been through a marathon workout the day before. My muscles were stiff, the joints didn’t want to move and my head was spinning.
Whether you have chosen to forgive, eradicate or simply walk away from frequencies toxic to your life, you are working at the molecular level of your life. You are cleaning up your history in your DNA which is in your cellular tissue. There is a physical change when you do this. You can feel pain in the process because you are shifting the body out of a comfort zone of emotional history you play with daily, but did not necessarily create consciously.
I didn’t see what happened to the people who received their frequencies back. I did, however, experience two situations where I had to walk through recurring patterns of behavior that were no longer helpful in my life. It was the disappearance of other people’s belief systems that allowed my own incongruent beliefs to surface for re-examination. Without the other belief systems present, I had no other information present to support the untruth about my belief.
It’s kind of a wild way to go about checking beliefs about your self and things.
This process is something I have done a few times since. Each time has varied in length and intensity. I am no longer experiencing the physical pain from it, but I still get dizzy. I recommend you do this as you fall asleep at night, especially after social gatherings or challenged conversations. Even pleasant conversations can exchange molecules of belief that jeopardize you walking in your authenticity.
Return unhealthy frequencies to their rightful owners…and deal forthrightly with your own.
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07.16.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 8:00 am by Ruth Evelyn
It is interesting to be in a place of no doubt even when the new has yet to fully appear. As manifestation continues its course of fruition, an apparent glitch has shown itself with an outward look of constant change and an inward sense of confusion. Yet, the wtf is not accompanying the melee.
It’s Friday. A week ago, I had no vision of the course this week would take. My considerations wafted around writing, teaching and playing with a new man that unexpectedly appeared in my life. I have been in three cities and two states in the course of 5 days and next Monday is another unknown. None of this had to do with the man.
So, today, I am once again looking out over the lush landscape of the ten acre ranch. It is a very good regrouping place. The ranch is a place of quiet reflection that has always brought phenomenal forward movement. Rejecting the first offer of being here at 11pm last night and the ensuing guidance at midnight it was recommended, it was the text at 2:30 a.m. that shifted the decision to a definitive yes. Due to unforeseen circumstance, I was the only available candidate to feed the animals. From my view, divine orchestration is at the root of it all. Why?
Last weekend, I was gifted with an invite to Ruidoso, New Mexico. For a few days, I relished in walks on steep and winding mountain roads, low humidity and pines – lots and lots of pines. This is my idea of heaven. The women I went with are amazing and fun, the conversation intelligent and we all grew from the experience. The environment inspired a figuring out that had been elusive and I was ready to get back to work. It is not lost on me that I left my chargers plugged into the wall at the cabin.
Upon returning to San Angelo, Elishia and I began to work with the insights I had received while gone. I picked up my laptop and prepared to venture into the unfolding landscape of forward movement. Then, with my chargers now in Fort Worth, my laptop light went dark again. Stop. Ugh! My entire To Do list just went out the window.
I have videos to make. I have phone calls to return. I have websites and digital art to work on. All of this piled itself on top of the upcoming art show and inconsistent home base. I Quit! came out of my mouth – again. If it weren’t for three cats and two dogs needing food, water and a little tlc, I would have stayed put and started figuring it all out.
The divine orchestration of my life has consistently been a series of obstacles that are only removed through internal processes. You would think I would have this down pat by now. Well, as I sit here looking out across the drive meandering between rolling landscape of green grass spotted with light dancing through the canopy of leaves, I am remembering that I do.
When I arrived this morning, I took care of the animals first. Then, I brought my things in. As I sat to begin communing, the doubt I thought I would be working through was not present to play. I know the energies present. They are familiar. All around me and in me is a pregnant stillness waiting for my smile and my joy.
It is through writing that I am able to center and breathe. Writing is a release of thought and energy. It clears the surface tension as the wisdom of experience makes its way through misperception. Writing helps me to see with clarity. When there was no doubt present to play, I wanted to know the experience a little longer before I moved into the next step. Sitting here at the desktop is allowing me to dive in to see what is happening.
Having no doubt in a thing is not new to me. Experiencing the frequency of doubt being nowhere in sight, in the peripheral or even a part of a potential future is new. Last week, I would have said I had no doubt in certain things. Today, I know I have no doubt – period.
How did I get here? The forgiveness of frequencies is truly effective. I began this process three years ago. Throughout the course of continued focus, I have lost access to several low vibrating frequencies on the emotional palette. I have memories of people and situations, but am no longer able to tap into the charge that triggers the old patterns. In-body ascension is worth the price of the ticket – eventually.
The dissipation of doubt to the level of its complete disappearance leaves a fullness in the internal and external energies that is profoundly pregnant with fruition in readiness. This is important to know. Had I been in the busy-ness of my To Do list, I would not have the knowing of doubt’s exit.
Divine orchestration brought a four-week-old dehydrated kitten in the path of the caretaker causing her to be late in her return to the ranch which brought me to see I have no doubt. Threads of connection that create our evolution.
I am in awe of process…
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07.09.10
Posted in Language of Light at 2:22 pm by Ruth Evelyn
“Say Thank Hue,” she said with a smile.
“Thank Hue,” I responded with caution.
My mind twisted around, my body came alive and the world changed.
Rather than saying Thank You, say Thank Hue. Rarely does one hear the difference when it is said out loud. It often goes unnoticed, except in you, in the vibration and throughout the universe.
Try it. Say “Thank Hue”. A wave of electricity ripples through the body, creating an uplifting sensation. It’s different. You are different. Whether they realize it or not, the recipient is different.
What is it about Thank Hue that is so powerful? When we say Thank Hue, we are giving thanks to the whole of the person – mind, body, soul – all of self. And, it extends beyond that.
Saying Thank Hue expands our gratitude to the full spectrum that is Whole Consciousness. We aren’t just thanking the person in front of us or sending gratitude for a single experience, we are being thankful for the entirety, everything, all of the all – the entire Hue of life.
Say Thank Hue…and pass it on!
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07.06.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 10:11 am by Ruth Evelyn
My past and future are overlapping this week to create a leapfrog affect. I would like to write more about the self vortex and our experiences of process. However, there is the business of the recently opened doors to take care of. In addition, before I put greater focus on the self vortex, there are subjects I would like to cover. The divine feminine, the sacred heart of humanity and regarding self as whole are waiting to be written about. Then, Equality came up the other day in conversation. With it came an increased notice in ads, interviews and such. In the contemplation of it, I have come to consider equality with a very different view.
Equality has been a mantra of the world I brought myself into. Too young to have a bra to burn in the 60’s, I learned about the importance of equality through hearing…and experiencing…the dark side of inequality. Life, as female, became a fight to be seen, heard and to reach greater…well…everything – especially freedom. While I’m appreciative and grateful our voice has permeated the drowning din of a patriarchal view, are we really doing ourselves service by continuing this fight for equality – in any manner? Could it be there is another path we are to now walk?
In this experience of knowing frequency blends of human and dimensional life, I have come to know there is not one human who has the same make-up as the next. Our skills, talents, intelligence and abilities are uniquely ours. At what level are we equal? Even the soul of us is a unique blend with none being the same as the next.
If I am trying to be equal to you and you are trying to be equal to me, how do either of us rise to our own authentic expression? Each life has a potential greatness that is different from another. It is authentic. Yet, we have conditioned ourselves, in some ways, to feel that human equality is a virtue in society. How dare we hold our selves back!
It all comes down to self. There is no society that deems the permission with which you speak. It is choice. We have all been killed a thousand times for speaking up throughout this human game. Yet, we come back again and again, placing ourselves in bodies, in cultures and in opportunities to break through barriers of oppression with our own voice. Staying silent is a choice. It is a choice of fear.
Aspiring to equality is no different an oppression. It sets limits, creates boxes and drains the color from the masterpiece of art we call humanity. We seek equality because we fear exposing our singular expression. We seek equality because we do not call forth our own original power, strength and voice. We seek equality because we do not see the self that we are – a created and blended singular magnificence. We do not see that we are a specific contribution. If we do not see our own value, how can we expect others to see it…so, we hide behind equality.
There is a dark side to inequality. Sameness is the dark side of equality. We are not the same. We are not equal in any measure that supports natural expression. Without natural expression, we miss out on brilliance. We hide away the many, many creative ways that bring about our solutions and new ideas. We stifle our evolution.
Is equality really an aspiration that serves us? I think not. I do not discount the cracks equality aspirations have made. I am not blind to how much suppression and oppression still exists in our humanness. Wouldn’t inspiration of diversity and aspiration of authenticity serve us better? When these are both established in our societies…and families…the authentic voice inspired by the surrounding display of possibilities does not allow suppression or oppression to stop it. This, to me, is our road to our individual and collective freedoms.
Equality is not oneness. Step beyond aspirations to be equal. We are not the same. We are each great in our own right and are such amazing expressions of contribution. By knowing your authentic self, you will attract yourself in to the niche of community that supports the expression you are…if you are willing to move in that direction.
Equality is a step up for those who seek it. Be aware of your/the fight to get there. Be cognizant if it truly is equality you seek. Equality is a frequency of equal measure, of bringing all aspects into a specific level or criteria. Forcing the human self into a focus of equality is an act of self-suppression and self-oppression. It can make you mean because it is the blatant turning of the back on the self that you are.
This is the irony of it all. While we have been fighting for equality all over the world – for women, for children, for races and more – we have actually assisted the vibrations of oppression and suppression to strengthen. The self did not come here to fit in or be equal to another. The self exists in a physical body to express itself as itself, which is far beyond considerations of oppression, suppression…or equality.
Is there another frequency that we can use for focus as we break through barriers that hold us back? Something else to focus on that supports individualism within a collective belief system? Perhaps focusing on truth.
We, all of us and each of us, can only be our own empowered self to truly be equal to one another. If you truly desire equality, know your self first, regard it, express it and teach others to be theirs. In this way, we create equality rather than demand it.
Aspire to your individual magnificence to create our collective magnificence. It changes the dynamics and increases momentum.
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07.05.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 7:44 am by Ruth Evelyn
“What is your view of my life now?” I asked.
“I cannot see because you do not know,” said Gabriel.
“You cannot know because you do not see,” said Metatron.
Six weeks ago, I made it through the proverbial rabbit hole. Traveling through the inner self to its creation and back again, my view of events now unfolding feels as if I am watching my life in real time, no time and the Planck Scale time in motional movement of both linear fashion and spiral spin in counter-clockwise motion of the vortex around me and the clockwise spin of the vortex within me.
Sound complicated? It is a symphony of life at play. It was when I saw the movie, August Rush, that I felt the exhilaration of knowing I knew life at this intimate level. The young character, August, heard and saw musical notes in all sound. He could compose beautiful masterpieces through knowing the sounds of street life in the highly active city around him. “This,” I excitedly announced, “is how I see frequency!”
Frequency of emotion, to me, is tangible. It can be touched, seen, separated and blended. Frequency has colors, can look like smoke, threads, objects or nothing. Now, I am in the experience of being at the center of a fully orchestrated symphony of motion that has as much meaning to me as water and food to the human body. Without knowing this in a touchable way, I would have died in hunger and dehydration.
Six weeks ago I broke through a membrane of unknowingness. It was in this moment, I was on ‘the other side’. There was not further place to go. It was only space. As I turned around to look back, I saw the tubular journey of self with its nearest end dangling in space and its human feet standing on earth very far out of site. This is the view I now have of that moment as I describe it. The experience of being in that moment was a revelation of – lol – cosmic proportions.
The aftermath of this experience has been comprehension of the purview. I have walked my path of inner knowing with the eye and mind of a scientist. Testing has always followed and preceded discovery. I have been my own test lab and test animal. It is while I am teaching others that even deeper and greater clarity comes into play.
In the beginning, the experience of breakthrough held new information in the discovery of exactly what it was I had done. What was this new me? Why was this so very different than any previous breakthrough or revelation? I had changed my life, but my life had not yet changed. Was this a false belief, a temporary carrot for further motivation or…could it be I had found what I was looking for in a journey of searching without knowing what it was I was searching for?
I am now in the experience of experience itself…the reason we become human. The first two weeks evolved into the comprehension of self, its layers and the vortex now activated and spinning slowly around me. Events began to take place that only made sense when viewed from greater layers. This is normal in life, except this time I saw the expansiveness in terms of many as the recognition spanned throughout lives across the globe and their connected aspects of each individual life, all correlating back to me.
Seeing our web of life as it intertwines with others is also rather normal in this time of humanity as we are expanding ourselves into our global experience. This experience is the seeing and knowing the weave and correlation through the layers of self to their creation. It is a dance and the steps are choreographed and timed…if one is on the dance floor.
The self is the experience. It is what and why we are here. We spend so very much of our lives looking outside of self and into the lives and experience of others, we die missing the whole point of being here. Be with in to be with out. That is a different experience.
I have submitted articles for publication on my experiential knowledge of what happens when one reaches through self and the individuated vortex is activated. The information is expanding in my experience. It is through coaching another that even more intricate detail is revealing itself to know the practicality that hastens fruition. We are – the self is – complex in its systemic details. It is brilliant and magical and full of motion. From my view, one can move their human arm and pull a thread in the universal mind of another on the other side of the planet…and farther.
“What is your view of my life now?” I asked after I connected fully with self. My vortex had been activated and few changes appeared in the result. What was the point?
“I cannot see because you do not know,” said Gabriel. Learning to know has been experience no university can teach. It is through our dimensional experience life is learned at levels of the unseen. The unseen contains far more beneficial skill sets, yet they are discounted rather than encouraged. Through the dimensional guidance, I have learned to know. My dimensional Team have been my sight when I could not see. I have become accustom to their redirection from leaning on their insight to return to my knowing. Yet, as I did this time, there was no information presenting itself.
“You cannot know because you do not see,” said Metatron. It took but a moment to recognize his meaning. I relaxed and my eyes that see expanded the view.
I am through the rabbit hole and my feet are back on ground. I am in witness of an orchestration of movement that is in no time evolving into Planck time and comes to me in real time. It is a symphony and I can now read its notes!
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07.02.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 6:44 am by Ruth Evelyn
Well, we all met again last night…and I’m the one with the solution. I knew it within seconds of the first words Archangel Michael spoke. My entire life experience whizzed before me and there it was…a culmination of experience…I know what to do. We’re…I’m…going to walk her through it…in three days .
Remembering what I did for me to then teach her…well…may take longer than that…or not.
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07.01.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 8:22 am by Ruth Evelyn
I have an apprentice, of sorts. It was a year ago today we unknowingly began our journey of teacher and student during my first channel session with her. At end of her proverbial rope of a highly frenetic beingness, she struggled to find peace. In less than three months, she experienced being in channel to deliver a message to me from Aern (the higher ascension of St. Germain). She has been channeling quite easily for others for well over 6 months now.
While she is committed to walking her path, her will is strong and she, like all of us, often walks in the direction of other selves rather than her own. It is because we do not know. For her, the often has reduced itself significantly. It is a process to honor one’s own mind over the pack mind. Following it with the body in action is quite the dance.
In the true nature of learning, the teacher teaches the student as the student teaches the teacher. This is how we have walked together as the flexibility of our roles open in the gathering of more and more experiential knowledge. In her, I have met myself…lol…and we are still talking 
In fact, we have become sisters in the walk of life.
It has been a few weeks since we discovered she is accessing information through the fourteenth dimension. This is remarkable, as most of our great channelers on the planet access through dimension eight, then return in another incarnation to move higher. We do have a few others channeling through dimension twelve. Keep in mind, the planet and humanity are moving into the physicality of the fifth dimension, so those accessing through twelve have cleared a tremendous amount of what we call ‘issues’ from their DNA patterning.
I am currently working within the self vortex. There is a diagram on my site of the initial experience and knowledge. The articles I have written on the subject have been submitted for publication and I cannot add more to the site simply because my laptop is now under the care of a skilled technician. It feels more like there is purpose behind the whole incident. There is an awfully lot of peripheral experience that seems to be designing the how and when of the what to be shared at this time…which includes the ‘vacationing’ laptop…and brings me to the title of this blog.
Last night, I was sharing my latest experience and the Teams began to gather. I didn’t plan to be in her living room. In fact, I said ‘no’ a few times throughout the day. I don’t know what happened first. Did she ask to connect with her self vortex or did Metatron suggest it? Between her excitement and Metatron’s discussion with Hilarion, there was a definite sway toward additional acceleration of her path.
I am in a place within myself where staying neutral is easy. Last night, my body was indeed neutral, which allowed me to communicate caution to both sides as she and her Team – parts of her Team – the part that all entities look to – prepared to dive in – head first. I saw red flags as the uninformed human was about to consent to a way that has not been understood in fullness by those guiding her.
You see, while she is able to access expansiveness of information, her feet are walking deep within human interaction of lower dimensions. She owns a business, in a business environment around her that does not support higher thought and she works many, many hours in that environment. I have both experienced and witnessed the dimensions and the human become very enthusiastic about moving forward and through. Without adequate foundation, you can consider yourself a scientific experiment of dimensional proportions.
Our growth is made in steps and evolutionary process. While it can seem never-ending, the staged revelations allow for a leveling out to maintain equilibrium. Without equilibrium, there is a lot of confusion and ‘waiting’ – which leads to human and dimensional scrambling in the rebalancing effort. It’s exhausting!
Tuesday morning, I combined different pieces of different processes into one short and simple method without guidance. Within minutes I found myself fully and consciously in the place my dimensional Team and I have been guiding me toward for more than a decade – and who knows how many lifetimes. Last night, Metatron, Hilarion and others, pushed for it to be taught. It’s not that I don’t want to. The idea excites me. I was not guided through the process and don’t remember the foundational energies I brought with me into the experience to know the detail that solidifies the ground underneath one’s feet so the student doesn’t fall off the edge of sanity.
Archangel Gabriel voiced his view. Metatron and Hilarion disregarded his concern and continued their discussion of how to make it work. I voiced to her a few things I saw as a shift of focus and commitment that changes the pattern her human will has shown as the way of walking through her day. She pushed back to push forward while others on her Team added their willing participation of her success. I considered my own balance and things that would have to be in place for me to remain whole. Metatron and Hilarion kept communing together. Suddenly, Michael unfolded his wings and left…without speaking. In my experience, he does not unfold his wings when he is calm. His energy indicated he did not like the way things were going. It was when we humans agreed that precautions must be in place, such as balance, that all Teams and guests left for Council.
This is not a new experience for me and not a new experience for our experience together. As you progress further into your connection of self, the way becomes more of a team effort in the partnership of ‘figuring it out’. What works for you may not work for me for a variety of reasons. It can be disconcerting to discover your Team doesn’t know what to do in a critical moment. Once you get past that annoyance, you’ll jump back in and be in your Council rather than be in front of it. It’s when the dimensional Teams leave and council without you that you know they really don’t know.
I sense the teaching will go forward. My body fills with excitement at the consideration. As I teach her, I will learn more. I am a student of life…a student of process, which makes me chuckle as I look back through my life experience. During my corporate career, I wrote more than two dozen policies and procedures manuals. I did not know at the time, I would one day know the process of becoming self in connection with self to fulfill the intention of self the cosmic mind created. I am in a moment of awe of cosmic and universal proportions.
…there are dishes to wash…
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