09.25.10
Posted in A Dimensional View at 2:11 pm by Ruth Evelyn
Hello Team, I have questions about the practical workings of individual and combined paths. As it turns out, there are simply too many questions and they are all colliding into one big pile of gnarly confusion in where do I start?
Chamiel: Dearest, let us begin with where you are now. You are an individual walking a destined path in combination with divinity’s quest of integrated wholeness. Did you know?
Checking back into the memory banks, no – never has this been communicated to me. I would really love to go into the why and wherefores of that, but this other is so much more important to this day and all the others. Can we focus on the subject at hand?
Metatron: It is the subject at hand.
Please explain
Chamiel: You walk the walk of the all as an individual in knowing and trust.
I feel frustration and resistance with the vague overview. Isn’t that the walk everyone is walking to the best of their conscious ability?
Metatron: It is so, dear one. So it is of value to express it as so.
Well, it has helped me to find the beginning thread. Thank you.
I have been witnessing gaps and incongruence in this experience of combined paths. Another is about to be activated in my life and I would like to know the dance steps before I decide to partner out on the dance floor, so to speak.
We each have different current lives that are moving into a converging direction that will then separate into different directions once again. There are three of us currently in the midst of what looks like a basket weave of energy as our paths come together as separate individuals. A few months ago, you combined the paths of Elishia and I. Now, another is being added to the mix, not as blend, but as a separate whole.
Elishia and I have a path, C and I have a path, Elishia and C have a path. C, Elishia and I do not appear to have a higher combination in path, except perhaps in friendship and possible future housing. We have become family, but family does not dictate congruency.
How does the whole stay a whole while the individual remains a self walking the path of their own divine plan as it combines with the divine plans of others? Which divine plan becomes the priority for one human walking through their day without losing self while honoring the group?
Metatron: Complete the thought that has surfaced before we begin.
As I finished writing the questions, I remembered a conversation with Michael about co-creation and sustainability.
Metatron: It is best to consider repeat for this writing.
Journal Entry 3/7/10
(Much conversation occurred prior to this)
I think I have stumbled on knowing the energy of sustainability.
Michael: You have
What does that look like? (considering) Simply the co-creation of equal energy sets.
Michael: This is it…and more.
What happens when the co-creation expands and the individuals don’t grow at the same rate or see different goals in the expansion? (Michael became quiet while I considered.) Tearing, stymie, retardation, dysfunction.
What is the frequency blend that is sustainability within co-creation? Agreement, at all levels; wholeness, where each part stands in its strength without influence of the other, commitment at all levels, moderating change.
I am sensing no commitment to me except by me.
Michael: This is truth.
That’s sobering. Without a co-creation, there is no sustainability.
Michael: Yes
Therefore, I cannot thrive without the co-creation.
Michael: This is truth.
What do I do now?
Michael: Co-create.
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Metatron: Life has changed from that day not so long ago, has it not?
Yes, dramatically. Co-creation is all that is happening now.
Metatron: It is so and so it is. Do you know response to your questions?
I feel the knowing is in here. There is still a gap between the co-creation and the individual self. What seems to be holding me in separation is the directive of “stay true to self, your plan and your path or you falter drastically.” I have experienced the falter and it is painfully drastic in this condensation of experience. Staying true to self is a place of ease and comfort. Now that I am in ease and comfort of self, the unease in group direction is apparent.
It seems as if my focus on reconnection with congruency within self has pulled me away from group congruency. Well, lol, this is the human dilemma. Now that my self is swimming in the field of congruency, how does this fit into one and more groups?
Metatron: I walked you through these steps that you know where you are before we begin response.
Atouleme: You have accomplished creating congruency with your self. The congruency within one and more groups does exist within the field of wholeness.
Metatron: Self is an organized system, integrated and whole. Lines of demarcation soften in the spectrum of combined paths. We have overseen what has integrated and what has not. You both, Elishia and you, have combined for a phase of balance in the creation of stability and forward movement. You are both experiencing favorable congruent actioning even through it may appear as seesaw at times. The congruency is in the underlying experience that is the order in what can appear as chaos. Consider congruency only and you will know the way.
Are you saying that if I consider only the priorities in a day that resonate, support and maintain congruency in my day, I am automatically participating in self as both individual and as part of a/the collective group?
Collective: This, Dear Sister, is one of the beneficial frequencies of focus. The optimal frequential match is determined by the combination of authentic frequencies present within the group. Why do you meet? What is your agreement?
This feels too complex to be a practical consideration for monitoring.
Michael: There is congruency to consider if you desire your greater outcome. Or, you may opt to bypass the consideration of it and live with the ensuing consequence of drama as humanity has done for longer than anyone cares to know.
Chamiel: Drama is a condition humanity has considered as normal, when in fact, it is not.
Gabriel: Nor is it beneficial, except for entertaining the senses. It is choice.
We are, as a group of three, about to embark on a journey of braiding our paths. None of us desire to waste time. All of us desire fruition of the next phase with swift action. We have the outcome in mind, yet everyone’s present day are very different from one another. We are, it appears, stepping with incongruence as we desire to meet a joined outcome. How do I, as self, with my field of wholeness integrate with the fields of wholeness of others in a way that I am taking my steps for my own path and in supportive partnership with the combined paths of others?
(no response – pause) Take it to the collective self which opens up to the group self and supports the agreements.
Michael: This is the way.
Metatron: Dear one, there is congruency in these steps.
I’m not sure what this looks like in an everyday setting. I’ll have to work with it.
Metatron: Doing so will create the application. Know it as so.
Namaste
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09.24.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 6:44 am by Ruth Evelyn
Life has shifted in no uncertain terms in this spiritual awakening for so very many of us. For me, I have experienced the end of my divine contractual obligation – what the Team has called a divine promise. (see upcoming article, Nov 2010 Sedona Journal)
Through this period of transition from years of singular focus (driving me practically mad with a sponge-like thirst for divine knowledge) I am experiencing a new me. Having developed and anchored an environment of like-resonating people and activities, I now exist within the frequency fields of equilibrium and congruency.
The walk to clear non-resonating emotional debris took commitment, perseverance and belief I had an outcome of peace and a life of desire that awaited me. Does it feel and act like flowers and bliss? No…and yes. Has everything I desired shown up? No…and yes. Does it look like what I envisioned? Not at all…and yes, but so much better in its evolution.
The projects and programs developed to teach what I/we now share with others who resonate with their life of inner work, are now packaged in a set of specific steps and processes condensed for fruition of living your dreams now. As Metatron, Michael and teams of Teams walk with us through this mentorship phase, I have come to the place of handing the ethereal and physical baton to Elishia and those whose paths include facilitation of the Self Vortex process. If you feel the call, we encourage you to step forward.
Where do I go from here? New worlds that have opened to me are the worlds of dream, desire and outcome. While Divinity’s drive in my life was completion of the promise, my eye was on my own personal carrot. I simply did not know there was a difference. For those walking under the umbrella of a divine promise, recognize your own personal dreams/desires – no matter how devoted you are to your own cause – take the back seat until the promise is carried out and complete. Every time.
My walk through and into the system of self has included daily documentation of this fantastic voyage. The experiential steps began when the me that I am could not be found in the body and conversations I existed in a mere ten years ago. I am now present and experiencing myself in an anchored congruent ease and comfort of me and those now integrating in my life. Everything – everything – my guides have been ‘promising’ in manner of the ‘carrot’ I thought was their goal too has now arrived. It all became fruit in the moment the promise was made complete. I have crossed the threshold from the past into my desired present and future.
I would like to take a minute to say to everyone who is looking at the law of attraction to manifest your dreams and desires. You are looking in the wrong direction. It is a start, but it is still only scratching the surface of the truth in manifesting. When you comprehend the law of vibration and become intimate with your hidden frequency fields of emotion, you then have the foundation to manifest with the magic of the Alchemist.
As difficult as it has been to be in the midst of being mentored by ‘people’ I cannot see, being witness to the fruition of all that has been taught and said feels as if the universe is serving itself up on a platter in a procession of human interactions designed to the specs of my personal human blueprint. The ancient teachings customized for today’s human experience are now being taught through the programs. The journals, the experiences and the dimensional relationships now become the stories. Through books and screenplays, I have re-entered the world of entertainment my childhood once relied on as my truth. This is my dream, my desire…and yes, it has arrived.
In the final months of fulfillment of my divine promise, Metatron came forward to oversee its completion. I was not informed of what was happening. As always, I continued to walk through in the trust I have learned to feel in my body without knowing where I would be standing in the next step. The unknown has become my normal.
Since retrospect held the only recognition of what was happening everyday, I questioned a lot, resisted a lot and surrendered…a lot. The greatest gift I gave myself throughout the journey – and one I recommend everyone to consider and reconsider for themselves – is belief – deep, true belief – in the outcome of my greater life. Keep believing in your self, your dreams and the peace you are walking toward. I realize it can often appear hopeless, impossible and elusive, but your dreams are no accident. They are waiting patiently for you to become your self. It is, after all, within self you created them before you arrived. It is standing within the system of self, the dreams you’ve been reaching for literally show up on your doorstep, drop in your lap and call you on the phone – every day. Fruition, once connected with human resonance, does not bother with time or effort in becoming itself.
There is grace being in self. It’s an ease and comfort where the boundaries and walls in life are so unnecessary they no longer exist. What happens then is you will experience yourself only in the context of what you love and what loves you.
We spend so much time being uncomfortable in our bodies, our relationships and our lives, we don’t realize there is a place of complete comfort and ease to be in. When we arrive in this space of pure ease, there is an experience of having been transported into a fully new dimension. Where we once identified with our environment, this space holds no objection or harsh edges or boundaries of limitation. How does one experience oneself without the lines of demarcation we and others create? It’s a whole new world and I am in the moment of integrating it with the both comfort and ease of others, along with their personal limits and boundaries they have yet to release.
The night of the equinox brought a changing of the Guardians for me. Michael shifted to a side role for specific projects, Metatron is assisting the final hand-off to Elishia and Gabriel now stands front and center as we play in the world of entertainment. It is Metatron overseeing the task of integration.
Integration combines elements into an integral whole creating harmony within an environment. In life, it is co-adaptation. In the hidden energies, it is co-mingling of resonating factors. As Metatron explains his process, he is fitting the pieces of the wholes together in format that each human unit remains whole and true to self while the overlapping harmonics bond in cohesive strength. We began with my most intimate relationship.
Sitting in the aftermath of Metatron’s facilitation of integration, a well of fruition has revealed itself. When the energies came together, what was already easy and comfortable became whole. The integrated overlap, in and of itself, now moves as one unit. There is he who is whole, me who is whole and now our overlapping resonance has become an integrated whole.
This is a new experience for me.
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09.15.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 10:33 am by Ruth Evelyn
“When you come to the end of this lifetime, what would you say to those who greeted you beyond the veils?” he asked.
“Wheee! What a ride. I want to go again,” I responded.
“Whoa,” I thought immediately, “no I don’t!” I took another moment and considered carefully.
Suddenly feeling myself in a state of grace and gratitude, I looked at Atouleme and said, “I am fulfilled. That’s what I would like to say.”
It has been four years since that meditation. It was a moment in shift of perspective. Rather than waiting until the end of my life to determine whether or not I am fulfilled, I utilize the frequency of fulfillment as a gauge by which I determine my projects, relationships, steps, moments and the end of each day. Fulfillment has become my quest.
Fulfillment is a process. In business, it begins with the creation of an idea, development of a product, marketing strategies, customer orders and payments. Completion of fulfillment in this scenario is in the exchange between employer and employee when payment is made for work accomplished. Then, both turn to their respective directions to continue the cycle of fulfillment through research and development for business growth and support of self and family. Fulfillment, as it turns out is never really complete. Fulfillment is only a stepping stone.
Where is the filled and full in fulfillment? Far too many artisans fail to see the completeness of a work of art. Far too many great ideas falter in their becoming tangible and marketable for lack of funding or some disconnect along the way, such as disinterest or disheartenment. I have a friend who has so many ideas and versions of these same ideas swimming in his head, he cannot take the first step to bring one idea to physical reality simply because the next version arrives before the first comes together. He, his work and his life are in a state of ‘some day’. Fulfillment is a series of steps.
In our spiritual journeys, we turn inward seeking fulfillment of what appears to be missing in our lives. We do not feel full or filled. When we come to a place of feeling the experience of fulfillment, it is not long before new space has opened for greater expansion. Fulfillment becomes the quest.
“Would you be okay if you’re work was not completed for 500 years?” When I read this, my first reaction was anger. What was the point? What was the purpose behind purpose if one didn’t get to experience the fulfillment of its completion? What was the point of taking the steps and doing such focused work now? No! Of course, I would not be okay!
Besides the development of me, I have projects I have been working on for a very long time. When my mind jumped into the quantum world, these projects – and me – took on a life of their own that catapulted me to places far beyond everyday language and comprehension. When I attempted to bring these projects into the construct of our present world, they were met with intriguing curiosity, head-scratching attempts toward comprehension and flat out resistance. I came to understand that perhaps they were not meant for this lifetime. I set them aside and wondered why I carried such a strong drive to put them together in the first place. Perhaps this was just a practice run for the next life.
As I considered in my contemplations and let go of fulfillment, I watched the world open up to new concepts and ideas. Vibration, frequency, quantum, in-body ascension – these all began to be spoken about in public. Quantum language has become part of our every day and we, as a collective, are expanding our view of who we are and what we can do. We are in process of fulfilling our selves in a quest of quantum magnificence. And what did we do then? We, as a collective, opened the door to let my projects – and many others around the planet – come to life for fulfillment.
We are expanding. Our lives – our selves – are so much more than we can imagine in our socially conditioned states. We have, in our deeper layers, foundational frequencies vibrating in patient wait that support the fulfillment of our magnificence – individually, collectively, dimensionally and as one movement of evolution.
Fulfillment is seeking to fulfill itself. Fulfillment is its own quest and it is taking the steps toward fruition.
My own projects have recently found their homes. Many years in development, each have long ago been set aside for future lives. These past few months, fulfillment has had its say and all have become physical fruit on my tree of dreams. Some are still green and ripening, some are full and juicy. One, the big one, has been picked and handed over for human consumption. Fulfillment is having its way.
Fulfillment is a series of steps in our personal and collective evolution. When we feel ourselves filled in those moments of completion, or simply peace, it is not long before another space opens for our experience of greater fulfillment. There are moments, however, when we know our own specific part of a project or a life is done. We know when the canvas is finished. We know when it is time to hand the reigns over to those next in line whose turn it is to step in to begin their own quest for fulfillment. It is the way of evolution.
I am, for this one project (which is the umbrella for many), most definitely fulfilled. My part is complete and it feels to be the end of a thousand year journey. There are a few human necessities to attend to and the rest…well…the rest of life is now about joy.
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09.01.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 9:22 am by Ruth Evelyn
Divine contracts trump higher agreements. Higher agreements trump natal charts. Natal charts trump free will. Free will trumps logic. Logic trumps social norm. Social norm trumps social conformity. This is the hierarchy of divine law for the path in the human game.
If there were a book based on my life story, especially the last thirteen years, it would be titled “WTF?!” Is it stranger that I know this hierarchy by experience or that my brain can’t wrap itself around the last trump? Stranger yet, the revelation that divine law trumps natural law has suddenly brought sense and order to my experience, which has resulted in sudden dimensional consistency and ease that surpasses all understanding…wtf, indeed!
I have just completed a three-day conversation on contractual obligations and higher agreements of the human self. The channeled article has been submitted for publication. In the meantime, bits and pieces of information that did not make it into the article have made their way to the surface for consideration. This hierarchy of energy is one of them.
In my life, as with many others, happenstance has occurred that has had me feeling natural law – specifically, the law of attraction – works for everybody else, but me. I’ve experienced it enough to believe in it, studied it enough to teach its hidden secrets, witnessed enough non-matter evolving into matter to trust it and ran into enough walls and obstacles to consider that perhaps I’m just not part of life’s equation from time to time.
Then, four days ago, I’m in the midst of information flow and in pops, “The obligation for completion (of a divine contract) holds a strength in its make-up that sends overriding factors that block out 80% of the natural law process.” Seriously? Hue couldn’t have mentioned this before? I mean, we’ve been talking, what – daily – for the past how many years?! This is like being in a really, really bad relationship!
I’ve twisted and tweaked and conformed and contorted and uncontorted and unconformed and untweaked and untwisted. It was not until I met my self in the magic of self in fully filled momentum that everything shifted – into both overdrive and ease.
The truth of the matter is, to get to the sudden ease and overdrive, I had to put the brakes on my ethereal team and their insertion of an agreement – unexpected, of course. This agreement contained expectations of fulfillment that did not include…well…considerations of me beyond the skills I brought to the table. I, as is usually the case of the human component, was uninformed…until matter on the physical plane became my unpleasant reality.
From the inside view of self, individuated and through the collective, one is able to experience a very different view of the entire human-soul system. With this view, I came to witness of a huge flaw in the plan of this agreement – how I felt about it as the human in the middle of the action was never considered. Hello! When the higher agreement began to backfire on the ethereal expectations, I found myself caught in a very interesting emotional mess not of my own accord. Interesting. We create these realities? At what level?
The ethereal realms have an agenda…and there are agendas within the agenda. When I began forgiving frequencies, I included the frequency of manipulation in one of the early batches of low energies I desired out of my life. “Um…you may not want to do that,” Malachi said. Meet Malachi, aka Archmedia (the higher ascension of himself), my main spiritual guide until I activated my self vortex – then our agreement ended.
Manipulation is a good thing? Well, when highest good is playing itself out, there are those who stray from the flock, which makes organized evolution a bit sketchy in its outcome. However, as we can see from the hierarchy, divine contracts and agreements override even planetary influence and one’s free will.
The bottom line is, we will never stray in complete severance of self and when we get close, we always turn to our divinity for saving. We have, throughout the human game, set ourselves up for things like manipulation and agreements that connect us simply for the love of the game and delight to witness a greater outcome.
While we may be uninformed in our conscious awareness, we are very well informed in our depths. Getting there is through self – self love, self respect, self knowing, self trust, self belief. From there, life is negotiated in way and manner that surpasses all human comprehension.
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