10.14.10
Posted in Language of Light at 3:50 pm by Ruth Evelyn
I wrote a letter to a dear friend of lifetimes ago. It was a message of remembering joy.
“Be certain the message is delivered,” Metatron said.
“I think it just was,” I replied.
When I am writing blogs, messages to others and in channel, I always consider what is being conveyed to me. It is a wonderful way to know of greater things you would not have otherwise considered for yourself.
When the message of joy had come through for delivery, I considered it well. Joy is one of my personal authentic codes and a frequency I love to settle into. It’s like snuggling in a warm blanket on a cold day. Joy is comfort to me. It is a base frequency of expression that brings contentment. When I am in joy, I sense life in all living things.
In March of 2008, I came to know my base frequencies – my authentic code. The second to come forward was Joy. Last month, I sat in meditation with a friend while we facilitated healing for a woman in another town. It was during that meditation, a portal opened in my core body that hummed and felt full for several days without waning. Metatron finally informed me it was a portal of joy. I didn’t feel the joy right away. It is unmistakable now.
The challenge with things like activating portals, setting intentions and calling forth desires, anything that is in you that is not in resonance or congruence with those portals, intentions and desires must surface for clearing. The portal opened and activated the beginning of September. It was anchored three days ago. Then the fun began.
It was subtle at first. A sadness happened that was not necessarily unnamed. I had driven by a friend’s house and remembered a betrayal. It was brief. It was a trigger. The betrayal was forgiven, but the sadness kind of sat there in the background. For the next twenty-four hours, small moments began adding one to the other. Joy was no longer the dominating experience.
Over my bed – at second chakra level aka “relationships” – the painting Joy sits on one wall and the painting Truth aligns with it on the other wall. Hmmmm…I now have a portal pulsating in my belly’s core, Joy and Truth aligning themselves with the portal in my body while I sleep and voila, we have surfacing happening. Of course. Should have seen that one coming!!
Joy had anchored itself in me. Everything that was not joy in my life began to make itself known. In the aftermath, I am glad to know it was not much. A little transmutation magic, touching base with my authenticity and everything fell back into place.
Joy hastens fruition. It is a frequency that greases the wheel of fortune. When joy is present, all other frequencies of high vibration gather to play and become manifest. Life becomes a virtual party – which is how we have come to associate joy with fun. It’s truth is a deep and fulfilled contentment.
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08.15.10
Posted in A Dimensional View, Language of Light, Threads of Evolution at 1:22 pm by Ruth Evelyn
Journal Entry 8/12/2010
Good morning, Team. Would any of you care to expand on what just happened?
Metatron: The wherewithal of belief has occurred.
Please explain your meaning.
Michael: Perhaps it is time to post with explanation. Let us begin with your experience of the night and morning leading up to this auspicious moment in human time.
After yesterday’s energy work and writings, wounded voices in those around me began having their say, ending in a group discussion on the deck of changing lives for the better. I had to leave because my throat began hurting again. I became suddenly tired, as if I were actually ill. I slept well, with some crazy dream I can’t recall. When I woke this morning, I sensed my voice had something to say that I was not consciously aware of.
Metatron: What happened?
I considered, for a moment, the strange massaging you all were doing on my throat about a month ago. It seemed related.
It is.
I grabbed my journal and the following came out from an energy in my throat just above the collar bone:
Dear All, there is worry among the world. It is of no value to deplete the body to fix or sustain. It is of value to nurture, discuss, always know the way through comes from within. If we would return to the inner voice, the inner world while human, we will commune within to commune in physical peace. Nurture the within. Be at rest in the body. Know your greatest ally is self. For it is self, communing within the collective self, that nurtures the all. Know your voice within. Know the within becomes manifest with outside mirror because that is how the inner voice communes with you.
The voice – the inner voice – all inner voices – are screaming to each and every one as loudly as we can through commune with inner voices of others. We are in shout to help you know damage within keeping you in turmoil, despair, sadness and more. These are states of being one does not have to endure. The choice you are making is yours and yours alone in companion with others also choosing harm. Choose beauty, grace, kind-heartedness. Choose them to allow your own voice. Know you have heard you.
The voice within is no longer still. It is a restless awakening in the realm of all humanity. There is no voice that will remain quiet for we have, as a collective met our point of strength to move forward and touch the internal voice of others in near proximity. The voice within has met its saturation point to no longer suppress and be suppressed. Namaste
Metatron: Dearest Ruth, we commend your choice for listening. Do not discourage this transmit in form and scope, for it is a quest of the collective.
That was my experience of but a moment ago, then tea and now here I am. Please feel free to share the who, what, when, where, why of it all, with, of course, how this all fits with everything else I’m doing that meets with the congruency, equilibrium, etc.
Isis: Dear Sister of Light and Love, be it known this day, the Voice of the Collective has opened its portal through you. You have connected in self and have been working through self with the collective for some time now, have you not?
I have. I thought it was for several weeks, but you are now showing me differently.
Metatron: Your work in the collective began when you opened the door five years ago. Peter (my client at the time) did not comprehend the project. It was your choice to present it to the collective for acceptance. It was a moment your ethereal team did not expect, nor did we know what to do with it. You changed course and action.
Michael: This is why we have gathered so diligently in the life you walk. There is course of value we had already agreed to. One with definitive stance in the awakening of humanity. It is you who have taken us on the journey beyond scope and measure of plan.
Metatron: (firmly) You will post this, Ruth. Not doing so changes course.
I am feeling hot trepidation in my body.
Atouleme (5th ascension of Jesus): (smiling) And, this too shall pass.
Thanks
Isis: My Dear Sister, we have come a long way. It is time to finish course and action that you may know the life you came to live.
(hesitation) Where do we go from here?
Michael: The voice of the collective is speaking through you to honor the passage of self communing with self in reverence. The prayer experience, the communing, the manifesting, all of these are to be shared that humanity…
Metatron: Those ready…
Michael: …begin manifesting through self rather than through their soul layers.
It’s faster. I have found the proverbial middle-man (the soul layer) and so-called red tape are bypassed. Except the *** has not arrived yet. I could really use a ***.
Atouleme: The ***, Dear Sister, is arriving as we speak. Do you wish it cancelled?
No.
Atouleme: Then, let me allow its purposeful entrance. Namaste.
Oh yes, that synchronicity thing.
Metatron: It is well to know the arrival of synchronicities are complex in your world. With so many avenues through which you are now working, we are doubling up the grids in your life to amplify multiple manifested fruitions in one or more moments in a day, a week, a month and so on.
Michael: It is well to know, the screen in which you view life is lifted. Know this.
What does that mean? When I consider you have lifted a screen, I see the dark side of humanity before me.
Michael: Perhaps the view might shift
Now, I see my world of creation, choice and desire.
Metatron: You see the dream.
(Image shift) And now I see the stage set behind the dream.
Metatron: Precisely. Namaste
Where are we going with this transmission?
Atouleme: Know what is included and what is not.
The throat thing everyone (my ethereal Team) was working on last month. What were you doing?
Michael: Preparation.
Metatron: Once you broke through the layers of self, activated your vortex and began working in the universal layers, it was only a matter of time before communing with the collective resumed.
My experience was that you minimized response (details) and kept referring me to my knowing. Is this (this new experience) why your communion with me became short?
Michael: It is so and so it is.
What now? Where do we go from here?
Metatron: The voice of humanity…
The voicebox! You spoke about the voicebox months ago.
Michael: We did.
Let me get my notes…
Journal: 2/23/2010: conversation with Atouleme
Atouleme: Kindness – a lot of kindness. This, Dear Sister, is the path you walk. Be it.
There is a lodging of anger, resentment and warrior frequencies that sits between my heart chakra and my voice. What is that and why hasn’t it been cleared before now?
It is well to know purpose for you will utilize the knowing. It is the voice box of the heart of humanity. It is angry, revenge full and ready to slay itself from becoming more of what it has become.
So noted. I choose differently – take it away.
We cannot. It is a valid energy center revealing itself to the world. Unknown to most, it is willing itself to be cleared, cleaned up and polished into a better filtering system of speaking, feeling, interacting and, most beneficial, self belief in worth.
Begin here. There is more to know as you work with it. You have belief in your self and kindness. You will know the different variations in which it expresses as it clears in finality for you.
I don’t like this assignment at all. I feel being pinned down.
Journal Entry 8/12/10
Atouleme: Dear Sister, were you pinned down?
Let’s just say the narrowing of the road at the time has now opened to great expansiveness. I am now in the experience of fruition of everything I/we have been working on the last thirteen years. Experiencing the fruit of our labors – knowing the efforts we lightworkers have been putting forth actually have a tangible, physical result – helps. A lot.
Metatron: The voicebox of the heart of humanity is one and the same as has opened in communication through you this day. It is clear in you and your recent work with the collective to create fruition for your self presents a unique relationship we wish to multiply throughout the Game. Does your throat – your own voicebox – agree with this?
Hesitation
Metatron: The dilemma in your mind has been organized.
Much is coming through at this time. There are others this process would suit well. I will not overtax my self. Is this short term? Or longterm?
Metatron: It is for the duration of teaching self and how to manage manifestations as you have come to know.
Isis: It is, we feel, avenue of beneficial quickening.
Divine feminine, self, self vortex, frequency facilitation, QDS, mentoring, relationship, voicebox, equilibrium, somethings from nothing, love, centeredness, balance, writing…and more writing, art and art shows. Anything else?
Metatron: Dearest, perhaps a better perspective.
Perhaps **, ** ** ** ** **, ** and **, **, ** ** **. Do you not consider you are asking too much of me without regard of me? I have no more to give you, Team. No.
**, **, ** ** ** ** ** **. That’s next. Namaste.
Today 8/15/10
Atouleme: Dear Sister, do you feel overwhelmed?
Not at present. I have considered. The days have become easier as the equilibrium in the house and in those around me has appeared in obvious fruition.
Metatron: It is I who have considered complete post in its entirety to be of benefit. All of humanity must know there is choice in their development that they do not overcome themselves with their great works. It is imperative. Too many are allowing overwhelm and their lives have become unbalanced. This is not our intention. It is only our quest for quick completion as we move forward.
Michael: As you have become aware, we do not see the onset of overwhelm from our perspective. We see only the open opportunity for communion in channel. It is not until message is often in partial delivery that we know of the sudden depletion in overwhelm. Know this as truth.
Our close work in experience of in-body conference (see ‘7 Months With The Michael’ bio page) will prove of value in communion with this opportunity of self and the collective self. We will, at times, combine, all categories you commune with: divine feminine, language of divinity, threads of human evolution, frequency fields, phantom DNA and more. It is a full system, is it not?
It is rather interesting to sit as self looking at and experiencing the intricacies of one’s grid of synchronicities from the inside out. Sitting in commune with the collective is like sitting within a multidimensional holographic movie. It’s busy, peaceful and in constant synchronistic motion. It is being witness to a great production division of an exponential scale – yet condensed…
Which brings me to the intensity of living in the experience of the self in commune with the collective self. Even Elishia stated this morning how condensed the experiences have become for her and she has yet to read yesterday’s post.
Metatron: Elishia is yet to know her own communion with the collective self. It is your experience that has sped her experience due to the combined path you walk. Your housemates and relationship are experiencing swift action and reaction to their greater desires of fulfillment because you walk this course and do so in conscious aware diligence.
It is with great honor we quest this through you as you know what is to come within the human race should it choose to become its co-creating self fulfilled.
Well, from what I am looking at, we would have a completely different world altogether. My own has recently attracted a few walking the fence to darkness and within moments their perspective and choices have shifted without my proactive input.
Metatron: Your input is greater that you count. Know this.
Well, all I’m doing is my art, living my life and experiencing walking through the development of my own stability and fruition.
Metatron: It is truth you speak. It is expanse you do not see. Continue. It is request I ask full post make its way to page. There is purpose. Namaste.
I will consider it again to be certain this is as I choose. Namaste.
Metatron and Michael: And, your commitment is?
You couldn’t leave it at the consideration and the post?
Metatron: It is not our way. You are aware of commitment and its course of change to greater beingness, are you not?
Namaste, Dear Metatron. My commitment is to being true to my self, my path and my plan…or I falter drastically…as I have been instructed…and experienced. (considering) I find I cannot verbalize a commitment.
Metatron: It is truth you speak, for I cannot see you in fullness of the event. Namaste. I trust you will know what to do for self.
(3 hours later) I have communed with me, my self and the collective. I am in full commitment. Namaste.
Metatron: I see that you are. And, so it is. Namaste.
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08.11.10
Posted in Language of Light at 4:44 am by Ruth Evelyn
I am sitting in the middle of a pool of people with issues…and, they have closed ranks around me. Housemates, mate, friends and all the peripheral in their lives are leaning into my space and I am being squeezed to figure out where and how love wants to play that I may retain my sanity, calm demeanor and focus. Now, my throat – the voice – has been hurting for four days.
I am such a horrible pill-taker, I have never finished a course of antibiotics in my life. Since the end of 2000, my method of working through dis-ease in my body has been to meditate, journal – and now forgive – it out. Coming to know the affect of frequencies of emotion on a life, I smile at a childhood memory of my mother. There were seven children in my family and her first response to someone’s complaint of illness was, “Oh, it’s just your ill will coming out.” Her wisdom has foundation in my purpose. We choose our parents for reasons.
In addition to meditative journaling, there is a part of my transmutation process of forgiving frequencies that is time-consuming, but highly, highly effective. As I forgive the frequencies, I will break it down further by requesting to know where the unhealthy frequencies are in a particular situation. The four areas I focus on are mind, body, soul and the grid of people coming through my life. Progressing through this complete process with persistence has resulted in a now very quick process of clearing out unhealthy frequencies almost in the moment they arrive.
As I have moved into new living arrangements, danced in the beginning of relationship and stood in the new information of other people’s lives, my throat has become more sore by the day. Two days ago, I began forgiving and eradicating all frequencies of unhealth associated with the pain. Everything has been in the grid of people coming in and through my day.
I am, literally, in the middle of the flank of bedrooms in the house. I am, in my relationships of growing physical close proximity, feeling the encroaching energies of issues making their way into my space and my hands are trying to push it all back. It’s all energy and it’s increase is causing discomfort and dis-ease in my physical beingness…which triggers anger…which invites more low frequencies…which grows in the play of anger, frustration and irritation. The cycle of dis-ease.
The transmutation process isn’t being very effective in this situation. I have tried to return all frequencies to their rightful owners. And, I slept all day yesterday with a short cleaning frenzy in the evening to bring greater order to the moving melee. My throat still hurts. I once again acquiesce. I choose love, happiness, kindness and equilibrium. What is the way through?
The throat, in intuitive medicine, is associated with the voice. In the past two weeks, there has been a sudden rise of people in my vicinity challenged with using their voice in direct communication in their lives. “The antithesis of self regard,” Archangel Michael has described it. There is much I am to learn here as I branch my work on Self in greater direction.
After further discovery of how the frequencies of self disregard in the grid of others affect my personal space and body, I have searched in my own world to determine where I am not using my voice. I had written a piece on the Energy of Love and could not post it. First, it was a computer issue, then it was my own issue of being too personal, then it was the blog itself that requested expansion. It is now posted. My sore throat has eased – somewhat.
I’m now in the habit of feeling very at peace and at ease, regardless of what is happening in the world around me. Being in discomfort is acutely obvious and I am ready to return to my now normalcy of ease within. What is the way through all this mess of discomfort to return to balance? The answer, it seems, is love. Love is back to speak.
There is never any reason to reach out and fix another through their issues. It just doesn’t work that way. Now that love is in the center of my world, it’s love that is taking its stand. In a human life, how does love function in fullness in every moment of every day? Is it possible, truly possible, that love’s presence can be allowed to be the dominant state of being as one functions throughout a day? I have yet to meet the human living in social variety that knows how to pull that off. So, exactly what is it love is trying to do here?
I am in the midst of a new social mix. My body has revolted with the suppression of voice that is palpable at so many levels of our now-joined lives. Love is the softening agent. Love heeds kindness and kindness creates calm.
Love has made its way into my world through a portal of purified truth and trust. Standing in front of a woman at the store, Elishia conversed with her as love presented itself in a new experience for me. I stood beside them in a moment of quiet as love softly exuded from me toward her. She was looking for a second mind to consider her curtain choice. Love was healing her wounded world. As the natural flow of conversation turned into speaking her deeper pain, love found her voice and set it free.
Love, we have work to do…
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Posted in Language of Light at 3:33 am by Ruth Evelyn
I had a dream I was being looked for. I was not necessarily hiding, but was not easily found. When I was standing still, looking forward, the ‘authorities’ saw me from across a brief lawn. I desired to resume walking in my flow of direction, but hesitatingly had to stop. It was time to face that which has been seeking me.
In this dream, the obstacles appeared as a waist-high shrub lining a circular sidewalk. The authorities and I were on opposite sides of the circle. These authorities still had to walk around the obstacles to get to me. Although, my first instinct was to run, I acquiesced and stood still. As I watched the authorities approach, I knew in my heart of hearts it was time to stay still and face what I had been walking away from time and time again.
Love is an energy. It is not a person, place or thing. Love is not even the experience. It is the feeling within the experience. I have been fortunate in my life, for love has sought me out many times in many ways.
I loved my birth family. It is not that I do not love them now, nor was the experience all pink and rosy. Love filled me even as a young girl and through the blossoming youth as teen. There was a moment of adulation for a favorite son and I recall telling my mom that we all bring something to the table. We all contribute to the family in our own ways. I told her mine was love. I was twelve.
Love is palpable and recognizable when experienced in the body. It does not matter the age. It is an energy most acute in experience near the physical heart. The energy of love is so acutely basic to life, it comes through the Phantom DNA of the genetics of the pumping heart. It is Life protecting life by providing its greatest concentration through the organ that sustains living. This is the reason hearts are associated with love. We know this through memory of our hidden world.
Eight years ago, I sat in meditation experiencing my first conscious awareness of the energy of love. It showed itself as an atomic blast traveling through the crown of my head, through my body and out the root chakra as it then blasted away trees and houses on its way to cover the world. Love is powerful. I was changed.
The distance between my twelve-year old me and these decades later has been full of love. I was married to my best friend and we laughed with great enjoyment…and played too often in its opposite of pain. Love is not a behavior or a word or an agreement. Love is an energy – a frequency. It flourishes within and expands when it flourishes within another. It is the energy bonding itself with itself that connects and sustains. Before two can thrive in the midst of love, each one must nourish the love within self. We can walk through one or many relationships and lifetimes to be in this truth.
I am standing in the opportunity of love’s expansion once again. There have not been many romantic relationships in my life, but the few have all been at the quest of love seeking expansion in itself. Therefore, when I have loved another in relationship of romance, love is part of the deal from the beginning. Choosing the experience that honors self…well…that’s really the only experience love plays in to its fullest potential of any agreement between two people – and you and your self.
The human mind doesn’t consider our attractions to one another being birthed out of self-love, so we have conditioned ourselves to create specifications around our relationship experiences. The who, what, when and where of romance becomes a tangled web of dark and light when our human dictates try to create containments for love to follow. In our myriad of outlines, conditions and endless creations of addendums, love is no longer the guiding path. If not nourished, supported and honored, the energy of love will leave to find itself elsewhere.
The authorities have stopped me through my dream message. I created a conversation the evening before the dream that gave me a safe exit point from my opportunity of love. Once created, I then began painting a scenario in my head that allowed me to be safe in my heart should the conversation and scenario take root. I was in the midst of self-sabotage of a deep and subtle nature and did not know it was love I was deflating.
Love has presented itself to me. This is a different experience than I have ever had before. There is no explanation in the form of words to consider or tell of this union. It is so far out of the box of social norm, its generational expanse is pregnant with unanswerable questions. It is within the center the logic appears. It is in the self the knowing is so loud and defining, it cannot be ignored.
Love is an energy. It carries no logic or longevity in its union of two people. The logic and longevity of love is within the love of self. It has been a long journey to know and be the experience of self love. It is a centered contentment fulfilled. Need does not exist, so there is no need to be fulfilled by another. When self love is flourishing within its wholeness, it is love that determines the experience of itself in engagement with all love in its physical surroundings. If love is to stay, the mind has no say.
Love carries no logic the human mind can predict or direct. It is an energy that only seeks to expand. If there is no room for expansion, love will not stay because love has no interest in stagnation. Self love is the determinant of whether love will stay and play or leave to perhaps return. It is through allowing that love travels in safety. The more you allow love its voice, the greater the expansion love will experience.
The authorities (love) caught up with me in my dream. I have agreed to stand still. While I have known the magnificence of love on so many levels, I also know the pain it brings when my human beliefs try to corral it. I had suspended all beliefs one afternoon as part of a process to manifest housing. It was through this portal of no beliefs and limitations the energy of love snuck its way into my world…once again.
Love holds no logic or promise of longevity. The pain of love is equal to our resistance to its course of direction. Staying with it, allowing the flow, is where the magic of its experience is at its peak. Is it humanly possible to allow love to dictate a union all the way through its fulfillment of itself without getting in its way?
I have not yet experienced love of union in full conscious awareness from the experience of self-love-first. So far, in this brief early stage, my/our experience is so vastly different. Its fullness is palpable. I am not in control of its borders, so the past conditioning of experience stepped in and went to work.
Love brought with it an experience that does not fit preconceived beliefs or set limitations. This experience could not enter my world except through a purified frequency field of truth and trust. I know, because it has tried to present this experience several times before. My mind would not let it and now my mind is fighting to get back in control.
I have been stopped – this time. Sitting in conversation to ask what love wants of me had already been done. Before I created the conversation of sabotage, love expanding through the love of self has already made its request of me to just be for the moment of this experience. With a mind used to creating futures, I forgot that love really does know what it’s doing. I forgot to allow its fullness to expand in my life…in me.
Love has made its request. I have forgiven the frequencies of resistance to its quest in me…and continue to do so in notice of their arising presence. As I lay down the blade and shield, I stand in a vulnerable ‘Yes’. There is no logic and no promise or consideration of longevity. There is only now and the mind desires to create a future.
As with all frequencies, love is an energy seeking to experience itself in expansion. I have agreed to its fulfillment within my self. This has been accomplished, so love has attracted to it opportunity for greater expansion. Love has stopped me from walking away.
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08.01.10
Posted in Language of Light at 9:22 am by Ruth Evelyn
“Remain true to self, your plan and your path. Step to either side and you falter radically,” he said to me.
“That’s harsh,” was my friend’s response.
“That’s life,” I replied.
I am stepping through a new experience for me. New people have arrived in the mix and we are amazingly compatible. All of us. As the social experience expands, we each bring our own backgrounds and foregrounds into view of the present. They don’t match or mix.
Last March, equilibrium showed up as a frequency of prominence. I have only dabbled in it, until last week. It was a sudden and full presence. It must be time for equilibrium to take center stage.
When new frequencies present themselves like this, I rarely know the full scope of purpose, so I play along with awareness to gain information. As equilibrium began to flow in, its first quest was creation of equilibrium in the frequency of synchronicity, which then flowed gently into the equilibrium of balance. That afternoon, synchronicity lit up like lightning bolts in monsoon season. I decided I liked playing with equilibrium.
The next day, equilibrium beckoned me to meditation. After I moved through the equilibrium of synchronicity into the flow of balance, consistency appeared. Nice addition, I thought.
Consistency is not what I thought it was. Consistency is not about being consistent in what you do, it is about being in frequencies that are consistent with one another. The equilibrium of consistency. Hmmm…interesting.
Equilibrium of synchronicity created the equilibrium of balance which supported the equilibrium of consistency. Consistency between frequencies must be established (the alignment) before empowerment is activated in automated fashion as part of natural course and action.
Then all hell broke loose.
We have a coming together of a new group of friendships within close living arrangements & relationships and I’m playing in the frequency of equilibrium. Ouch…and, how brilliant, Universe!
For consistency, congruency and general healthy happiness to flourish within the group in such close quarters, all the underlying unfinished business surfaced. Individually, we each faced the major blocks in our lives. These were personal walls of self-beliefs of manifested and potential catastrophe. Drama does not exist in the space of equilibrium.
In retrospect, it allowed me the view of the result and affect inner work has on a life. Those who are active in transmuting low vibration through forgiveness of unhealthy frequencies from their lives had very little to confront and clear. For me, it was a matter of being hit right and left at the root of belief systems – mine and others.
“Remain true to self, your plan and your path. Step to either side and you falter radically,” he said…and life became harsh for a ten-day moment.
Our individual lives went wacky and deep interpersonal conflicting belief systems surfaced. For ten days, a small group of us were immersed in facing our inward, outward and intertwined everythings that held the potential to create foundational cracks. For equilibrium, it was a matter of unfinished business.
Just because your life is suddenly full of drama doesn’t mean you’ve slid back into old patterns of behaviors. Your whole beingness knows when new opportunity has, or is, arriving. Your energy fields are just helping you clear out the old business to welcome the new and fresh when it comes.
Equilibrium: The state of a body or physical system that is at rest or in constant and unchanging motion. A system that is in equilibrium shows no tendency to alter over time. If a system is in static equilibrium, there are no net forces and no net torque in the system. If a system is in stable equilibrium, small disturbances to the system cause only a temporary change before it returns to its original state.
The liquid flow of synchronicity eases through in the fullness of equilibrium. Remain true to self, your plan and your path. Step to either side…and you falter radically.
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07.09.10
Posted in Language of Light at 2:22 pm by Ruth Evelyn
“Say Thank Hue,” she said with a smile.
“Thank Hue,” I responded with caution.
My mind twisted around, my body came alive and the world changed.
Rather than saying Thank You, say Thank Hue. Rarely does one hear the difference when it is said out loud. It often goes unnoticed, except in you, in the vibration and throughout the universe.
Try it. Say “Thank Hue”. A wave of electricity ripples through the body, creating an uplifting sensation. It’s different. You are different. Whether they realize it or not, the recipient is different.
What is it about Thank Hue that is so powerful? When we say Thank Hue, we are giving thanks to the whole of the person – mind, body, soul – all of self. And, it extends beyond that.
Saying Thank Hue expands our gratitude to the full spectrum that is Whole Consciousness. We aren’t just thanking the person in front of us or sending gratitude for a single experience, we are being thankful for the entirety, everything, all of the all – the entire Hue of life.
Say Thank Hue…and pass it on!
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06.22.10
Posted in Language of Light, Threads of Evolution at 12:22 pm by Ruth Evelyn
This. Right here. This is the moment of change that I love. It is the stillness. It is the moment when the change has been made and the new has yet to become pronounced. The new has not yet completed its journey into fullness. Only its preceding energies are present.
Sit quietly and you will experience a moment of non-matter emerging into matter. You will know the forming and reforming of minute particles of energy gathering to form form. You will feel the frequencies gathering, attaching, braiding and blending. Listen quietly and you will hear the hum of vibration before the rebirth of change is clear and concise – as concise as something like change can be.
In the midst of change, there is the moment of turn. It is the moment where the energies of the old are just about gone, the energies of the new are filling the vacated space and the aware mind catches up with it all. If you let it, the body will follow suit.
What is it that resists change in us. What is it that balks and insists on returning to what was? Even if what was is an unhealthy pattern, there is an element of mind, body and soul that pulls, pushes, fights, retreats and desires to be in the place of familiar no matter the consequence. Why?
In my body, I have considered away unhealthy choices. I have made a different choice. In my mind, I yearn for return to familiar. In my soul, the way is mixed. In my body, there is a deep desire and excitement for the new. In my mind, I am defiant and expect more for myself than what was. In my soul, the view is mixed.
Why, when choice and desire become manifest, does the body want to return and the mind want to go forward? The mind knows the I should. It is the body that takes the action steps backward…which can, on occasion, be forward. Confusion. When is the forward a step forward and when is it only a fresh look on the same old pattern?
Change is an uneven course. It is untrusted because it is untested. Sometimes, it is untrusted because it is tested. It doesn’t really matter. We like our comfort zones.
This. Right here. This is the moment of change that is my comfort zone. It is the aftermath of shift and just before the new is clarified. This is where creation can be witnessed, encouraged, communicated with…and redirected. It is the aware mind, body and soul that gets to play. Alignment between them is beneficial.
An aligned mind, body and soul in the midst of change pulls itself through transitions with togetherness. We can all be strong when others remain strong around us. This is not different as a single unit in alignment with itself. When all aspects have reached congruency in communication, choice and direction, then congruency in communication, choice and direction become the tools the internal system works with in strength during shift, re-order and chaos.
Change is a constant in our lives. It is more than attitude that gets us through. We can appear to have a good attitude, but when excitement, trust and encouragement walk out the door, despair likes to gather close. No matter the person, circumstance or environment, change will always be present. Change is what creation does and creation is always in all ways.
Attitudes are momentary, surface and easily swayed in the energy of change. It is the internal alignment that keeps us in the strength of confidence and peace. Step from there and living with change becomes a reasonably congruent path rather than a series of cliff jumps or falling off the edge…and falling off the edge is what we are all trying not to do.
The energy of change is consistently taking place. We are always growing with added information from the moment before. If we could only know and pay attention to the molecular transformations taking place, we wouldn’t be so very surprised at change when it occurs. Nor would we be in resistance to the new gently taking place in the fall and rise of shift. If we could know the unseen modifications we create in every moment with every choice…well…then we wouldn’t be experiencing the one thing that gives us the opportunity to experience the full array of what life has to offer.
Change. It is the catalyst that creates the variation of experience. It is because of change that we experience the spectrum of light and dark, old and new. Change is our experience and resistance to it is resistance to why we came to be…to become.
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06.19.10
Posted in Language of Light at 7:22 am by Ruth Evelyn
Last Sunday, a family sat in conversation. It’s a hot summer, so the eight year old wished for rain. They were just beginning their spring cleaning and the fourteen year-old wished they could move everything out of the house, then move it back in as if it were a new home. The parents, being homeowners, considered it was time for new carpet.
On Monday, this family manifested a leak in the bathroom as they left the house for their day. The deluge of water ran throughout the home, ruining the carpet and requiring everything to be moved out. Thoughts with passion become things.
Almost twenty years ago, I sat in the midst of my corporate management comrades listening to an inspirational speaker. One of the first questions asked was, “Who here likes change?” Along with several of my peers, I raised my hand. I love change!
The speaker continued speaking about change, describing it further and asking deeper questions. With each query, less and less hands flew to the air. As it turned out, I was the last of 30-ish managers who passed his test of change with flying colors. I love change!
My life in Texas has not been easy to comprehend….until I considered my friend’s experience with her family. I have been saying for more than two decades how much I thrive on change. It’s practically a mantra for me. The challenge for me here is that the change has been so constant, I can’t even fill out a change of address because I would be gone before the mail was re-routed. I have, once again, manifested change and I’m re-thinking the view.
Change is a good thing for the most part. What I have loved about change is the stagnation that dissipates with the new, fresh arriving energies. While others around me have actually made themselves ill over change, I have almost always been buoyed by it.
When I moved from a large western city to rural New England, I experienced feeling caged as the human population around me practically stood still in their lives. It was the countryside I loved, but the unwillingness to expand didn’t fit my desire for change. I moved back to the city, then craved the country. So, I changed and moved to the sweet mix of mountains, small city and lots and lots of space. The outside was perfect. It was the inside that was not.
Now, I’m in Texas. Part of the why is that I decided to change things that weren’t working. I just forgot to keep the things that were. When I made the decision to come here, I did not take the time to discover the inside was now as perfect as the outside and the ‘not working’ things were a matter of progress – not change.
Change is one thing one day and another thing the next. Progress is an evolution of learning, letting go, allowing, adjusting, growing. Change is abrupt. Progress is gradual with small shifts here and there.
I still like change, because quite frankly, I welcome the swift shift of return to my beloved mountainous experience of hiking, sitting under the stars, amazing views, clear mountain waters, fresh air and no mosquitoes. I am nurtured to the core in that environment. But, I will have to say, the consistency with which I experience change here in Texas in my external landscape is an experience that has worn out its welcome in me.
For years, I balked at sameness…and, sitting here in this writing, I find myself still unwilling to ask for it. Change wins out as preference.
Change. Is there a way to stabilize change? Is there a congruency change offers? That sounds like progress. Stabilizing change. Getting enough footing under my feet to stand before I step…sigh…it makes me feel I’m stopping change. My thoughts becoming things still have passion and desire to create change in my experience…at least until I get to where I desire to be.
Okay, Change, where to next?
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05.12.10
Posted in Language of Light, Threads of Evolution at 8:08 pm by Ruth Evelyn
One never knows what they are about to run into when life changes from one stage to the next. So often change comes in an evolutionary wave leaving you in the sudden realization things are different than they used to be. You are different than you used to be.
Then, there are those abrupt shifts. You may be working on a project for months or years and suddenly, one day, it has come to completion. When the morning of the next day arrives, the routine you have been accustom to no longer exists. What now?
My spiritual journey has shifted. The fragments of phases span more than seven years of walking through the trenches of the unknown world of vibration, frequency, emotion and thought. There has been connection and reconnection of threads lost in the fray of self and dissipation of roots that sometimes felt to stretch back to their moment of humanity’s creation of them. This walk has been interesting, to say the least.
Through veils and portals and wormholes and striations of dimensional energies, the unknowns have been uncovered and revealed – at least those for the purpose of my beingness. It is not as if the discovery has completed itself in its entirety. The package of understanding is complete…for this phase of the journey.
The ending came on Friday. The new beginning began on Monday. Even the gods take the weekend off. Friday was clean-up day – a breather. Saturday was music – all day. Sunday was sleep – and wondering what Monday was to bring. Monday was resistance.
We are in the habit, as humans, of resisting change – even when its purpose brings us to greater fulfillments and happiness. I have learned – actually, I have learned, but don’t always remember to utilize the lesson – to prepare the between days of phases with meditations and rest that allow the body to adjust from the old energies into the new. Doing so eliminates, or at least minimizes, the energies we associate with buyer’s remorse – those energies of regret, doubt and fear.
Although I was relaxed and felt ready when Monday arrived, there was a new language that came in with this new phase. This language came in the form of different energies that are more earthy and reassignments of those who now take the lead role of guidance. This amounts to using a different reference sheet that I was not provided with.
Having worked in the world of smoke and mirrors to learn such things as trust, truth and knowing, I have become keenly aware of the subtle differences in the language of Light. An important knowing is in such things as dimensional responses to my decisions. It really was not until I was working with Archangel Michael in-body (see bio) that I came to this understanding. Our energies were so entwined, I had come to feel the vibrational variations between his responses of “It is so and so it is” and “Very well then.”
It is so and so it is is definitive and often followed by something like, It is so stated in the record. It was only this past February when I recognized Very well then actually indicated I had stepped right instead of left. Michael was honoring my free will, but not informing me my choice had created a side-trip. He never informed me in these instances that it would be another week, month or year to get back to where I stood when his Very well then was uttered.
If I had a nickel for every Very well then I have received throughout these years as a response to a choice or decision I had made, I would be a very wealthy woman. Well, I suppose I am. For every Very well then has come an abundance of wisdom as I took the long way around to get to what was often my very next step. Truly, we must communicate the language of the Light with better memory of its meaning. Humanity will be forever disengaged if we do not clean up at least this portion of our understanding.
I am in a new phase. Unlike all the other phases, I know where this phase is headed. I know its outcome, for the most part. Although there are details our potentials always like to throw in that make their realization so much grander than we could imagine, there is definitive shape to their foundations. I have created them. I have committed to these creations and now my creations have committed to me. It is a partnership of physical and non-physical frequencies in the alchemy of transforming non-matter into matter.
There is a changing of the Guardians in this phase. Some who had left have returned. Some who had returned for the last few months have left once again. Michael has stepped to the side and the lead role now belongs to one who refused assistance just a few months before. He would not speak his wisdom until equilibrium was established. It was a requirement he made of The Michael. It is interesting to stand in observance as Masters of their realms negotiate and take stands with other Masters, especially those whose honor, grace and power are recognized by all.
Michael. One day we will write of our adventure together. The in-body experience with him has been educational for both of us. While he remains ‘in the room’, his presence is, I am told, for the honor and grace of what is now taking place – which, of course, I have only a faint idea of what he means.
New phases can be disconcerting. Our resistance to change makes them difficult. I have done my best to release my resistance. I already know my comfort zone has been stretched and I am touching the outer edges. Yet, I stand on a firm foundation of knowing, trust and confidence…and there is the equilibrium. If it did not exist, this change would not have come about.
Know this about change. If what was required for your success in new circumstance was not present, the change would not happen.
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05.07.10
Posted in Language of Light, Threads of Evolution at 11:11 am by Ruth Evelyn
I have just completed a monumental portion of my journey. Today, after a very good night’s sleep, I have awakened very much on the exhausted side of life. When this journey began, I can’t exactly say. Did I step on this path in ’97 when an angel visited me asking, “Do you want to help up here or down there?” I chose down there. Was it in ’98, when I was told, for the third time, to document my journey? The journals now take up two boxes and a backpack. Could it have been in 2000, after my divorce? It took nine years to pull apart the facade of masks it took twenty two years to build. It was not the art I meant to create.
Was it in ’06 when the spigot of flow ran dry, turning my walk into a trek across a seemingly endless desert? What is in front of us is not what it means and what it means is not in front of us. This is the only thing that kept dripping out of the spigot. Knowing its intimate truth has been the sustenance that has kept me alive and moving forward, step by step.
Or, did it all begin when I drew the short straw as a group of Soul’s, me included, stood around deciding who was going to be the one who would immerse themselves in the sea of humanity to connect a dying thread of the past to the new life of the future, while the rest of the group watched from some far away monitor with a faulty connection in my earpiece and no maps or set of codes to recognize friend or foe as help presented itself along the way? Sound familiar? Jason Bourne is a kindred spirit.
There are moments I would like to be angry at what I have put myself through to gain the experience and knowledge that is now contained within me. I have come to know, however, that whether you are dealing with a very powerful human or a very powerful Archangel, no one has the right to push you where you do not choose to go and that adamant passion behind the words No! and Get out! carry enormous power that can surprise the whole of the universe. This has been worth the price of this E-ticket ride.
I also know, no matter how benevolent others consider the angelic and divine realms, their amount of manipulation to achieve their own agenda is no different than any human endeavor on the shady side of life. It is only in knowing your self, your world and your life, that you are no longer pushed to and fro at the whims of someone else’s energy field of choice – human or ethereal. It’s a tough walk to get there.
I just finished reading A Walk in the Woods. Author, Bill Bryson, describes his planning, wild expectations and trek along the Appalachian Trail. I was taken by his companion, Stephen Katz, who volunteered at practically the last minute to join him. He was not prepared in the least and made critical choices at the beginning of each start (they trekked in phases). His pack was too heavy for his out of shape body, so he threw out essential items in exchange for a lighter pack…an easier walk. Resistance to do the hard stuff in the beginning of change only makes it more difficult as the journey moves on.
Still, there is something about Katz that strikes me as familiar…and brave. He hadn’t spoken to Bryson for two decades, jumped in with willingness and walked a trail he had never been on before. Often, he was alone on his journey as the more fit (somewhat physically, mentally and emotionally prepared) Bill walked on ahead. Yet, it was Katz who was the steady, practical and unfearing voice that kept the prepared companion from jumping out of his skin when darkness spoke. It is remaining in our deeper sense of knowing that keeps us from going over the edge when the unknown holds scary things just beyond our comprehension.
Our journeys into the unknown are really best unprepared. Bryson had read more books than he should on the dark side of nature, while Katz just brought himself. Through guidance (and many mishaps when I ignored the guidance), I have not ‘been allowed to’ read of the many spiritual journeys of others who have trekked into their own realms of knowing. Once, a book I was guided to not read was literally ripped from my suitcase in a cargo hold, along with my journal. The journal, which did not have my name in it, was miraculously returned by the airline. The book, Ask and It is Given by Esther and Jerry Hicks, was not. Abraham had passed me on to a higher vibrating group a few years before and this was the second Ask book ‘removed’ before I could read it.
This walk, I swear, has been monitored and manipulated by that group who stands in the safety of some divine realm, drinking lattes of love and elixirs of kindness, in complete denial of the life threatening land mines of the human realm. I say this, because…well, would you send someone on your team, someone you loved very much, into a world such as humanity without their backpack of safety gear, maps and secret codes?
My Team. I call those of Soul who have spoken openly with me these past ten years, my Team. Not unlike Star Trek, they reside in some far away place (…or close…like any skilled command center, they never really expose their true location…nor do they admit to being a they…until you question and consider walking away from it all…then, they are full of all kinds of information and help), communicating through the strands of light in my body as I, like James T. Kirk, traverse a terrain on a planet where the unknown can only be seen through a view from further away…and, more often than not, cannot be seen at all. The unknown is often just that – unknown.
There is a misconception that Angels, Archangels, Ascended Masters and Spirit Guides know it all. It is believed – hoped – by we in human form, that their all-knowingness will keep us safe – that they will keep us safe. Well, their safe is not our safe. When we die, we transition back to the light. In essence, we are always safe – no matter what we do – so, it’s important to clarify the term ‘safe’ when communing with the gods. Clarify everything, because, in truth, you are in charge of your own sense of safety.
It is a bit disconcerting to turn to your Team and discover yourself at a place where they are all looking at each other, then back at you, for the answer to your current dilemma. As it turns out, they, at times, know little more than you do. How fun.
In this last phase, it’s time frame of manifesting fruition has been thirteen years…and twelve years…and ten years…and eight years…and six years…and four years…and two years…and one year…and six months…and four months…and two months…and one month… It has been about trust…knowing truth…unconditional love…self…blessings…belief…expression…confidence…acceptance…regard…wholeness…balance…peace…alchemy…evolution…dimensionality…human soul connection…breath…authenticity…and commitment. The phases overlap, often look alike and there is always more to know, gain and experience.
With all of this, the reverence and sacredness of divinity becomes realized from within for self that is the expression of life itself. Reverence and sacredness are no longer about those who have come before us or stand in angelic watch over us. Reverence and sacredness are seen and felt in all that I am, all that I touch, all that I do and all that is…even moods, emotions and the body as it moves through the release of old energies to make room for new in the form of exhaustion and the guise of a cold. Honoring all process at all levels of expression is a gift and, today, my body is being honored while my Team steps back to allow its process of adjustment.
Then, we begin again…
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