09.09.11
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 12:55 pm by Ruth Evelyn
“I should have just stepped aside and let you express yourself,” he said.
Aside from the big “duh” that screamed in my head, his comment gave me a moment of pause. It was a big pause that took about six weeks to sink in. It was I who truly should have just stepped aside and let me express myself.
We are an imaginative race of intelligence, much of which is unexpressed in its true nature.
I had once been one of those people who set aside their creative imagination so that I could fit and be recognized as someone worthy of inclusion into a community, a group, a family, even a relationship. Now that the expression of me has been let out of the box, it’s hard to go back to fitting in to anyone else’s version of what is acceptable – even my own. It makes life difficult at times because we like to conform – either ourselves to others or others to ourselves – which shows up in contention, externally or internally. It was I who allowed me to stop my self expression because I had, once again, tried to fit where I don’t.
We as a human race have so much to offer our collective selves, yet we tone it down, suppress it and even walk away from the most natural part of who we each are as individuals that we have become communities of homogenized expressions. What are we doing to ourselves as a forward evolving advancement of mind?
Ray Kurzwell (The Singularity is Near, Transcendent Man) speaks of technology surpassing human intelligence. If we allowed ourselves to live in our full expression, this would not be possible. I am not talking about an impossible feat or something only the most brilliant among us can achieve. Anyone can open up to, and tap into, their most brilliant considerations and beingness for more than just a moment at a time. You can, and do, have the capability to live this experience as your greatest self in expression every single day of every single week of every single year you are alive, now.
Less than a decade ago, a friend asked me if I thought I was intelligent. I considered experiences of put-down and suppression in my life and replied, “No.” There was a long silence on the other end of the phone. “You may want to rethink that,” was all she said. “Okay,” and I shrugged it off.
Within 24 hours, writings of some hidden brilliance began. A few weeks later, I was drinking up quantum science like a sponge. Nothing was too incomprehensible and, within a few months, I was working with world-class doctors and scientists on their projects for disease cure. My own part of our collective mind expansion has not stopped. Now, I am playing in the world of sci-fi that is as much fantasy as Star Trek was when it first began…and isn’t today.
In the journey of mind expansion, you walk within a maze of walls, obstacles and veils that hide hidden portals to parts of you just waiting for your revisit. You, in your human form, are much more than pieces and parts that fit into a human puzzle called a life with a set of family, friends and job descriptions. There is a vast reservoir of untapped creative intelligence just waiting to be in full expression. What stands in your way? Who stands in your way?
Who stands in your way? Mostly, you. In fact, only you. For, until you allow yourself to discover the full intelligence of you, the thoughts, creations and energies of you, nobody knows what you have to offer – least of all, you!
Mr. Kurzwell paints a picture of humanized robots becoming a natural part of our human evolution and being more intelligent than a biological human. Yet, the biological human has the ability and capability to tap into its mind resource of exponential expansion to move far beyond its lower consciousness inheritance. And, it’s easy.
Let go of the belief of intellectual limitation. Step aside and get of your own way.
Without you, without everyone, allowing their own intelligent self be discovered, revealed and let loose in full expression, we run the risk of allowing our technology master our worlds. Technology is like money. It’s necessary, incredibly useful, lots of fun to play with and makes life much easier to enjoy. Once it becomes our master, we lose ourselves to its demands. We lose. We lose our self.
Mind is as much a part of our self in expression as our body, as our soul, as our talents. Let go of belief in limitation of your human intelligence and step aside. Get out of the way to experience a you that is beyond your own comprehension of who you are. Be expansion in expression…always.
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06.09.11
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 8:11 am by Ruth Evelyn
I have accomplished a major feat for my self, my journey and my life. There is a story in me that has been surfacing onto the page for seven years now. It holds promise of expansion over the next twenty years…and more. Its plan has been for five books and five movies. Last month, two additional books popped into mind. Five has become seven.
The KeyMaster Chronicles has surprised me.
The formulation of The KeyMaster Chronicles has evolved from considering it a Harry-Potter-Lord-of-the-Rings-The-Matrix kind of mix to the unveiling of a world that stands strong on its own, without comparison to any other. The KeyMaster Chronicles: The Beginning…manuscript complete May 14, 2011…check…The KeyMaster Chronicles: The Beginning…screenplay complete June 8, 2011…check.
Today, I sit in the aftermath…which, for me, is 167 post-it note storyboard on my closet doors and two loads of clean laundry draped over the couch…oh, and the follow through of it all. Publishers, producers, gamers, galleries and jewelers. That’s the concentrated version of the plan in my head.
When painting, once I have penciled the initial design on canvas, the first layer of every painting in the Personal Evolution art series – aside from the background – is of seriously watered down paint. It’s drab and without pop. At this early stage of creation, I don’t have a clue what the end result will be. Each painting has surprised me.
The first synopsis I wrote in 2004 is barely a reflection of what has become. What I did not know then has exploded out of me in a slow motion blast still in process. For example, fairies in the Elemental world have become Faeirians from the planet Faeir now living in the veiled world of Gaianan. The King of Darkness has become the Master over Shadow and its veiled worlds of Manyu, Traasa and Alpii Karoti. All of Shadow is in battle with Etherea to control the Game of Humanity.
The KeyMaster Chronicles has surprised me.
342 pages of manuscript became 346 pages while I converted it all to script, which became 197 pages…a far cry from the standard 120 page script for a two hour movie. Then, my junior producer marketing the script tells me I have to come up with a budget. Huh? How does one determine the cost of visual effects, explosions and magic? I am the writer, the creator, the artist. I don’t even know if I could find my administrative self hidden in any corner of my world anymore.
The KeyMaster Chronicles has surprised me.
In the beginning, I could not conceive the largess of the step I was taking…which is pretty much as any spiritual journey is, which is, of course, at the root of this whole endeavor. That’s how I found it, anyway. Buried deep beneath an earthly mix of a conditioned life, the roots of purpose lay dormant, waiting for me to remember me. Be careful when you touch those dreams you hid away oh so long ago. They just may have threads tied to something you have to grow into.
The KeyMaster Chronicles has surprised me.
Me being a writer was even part of the family talk when I was young. It was a known dream that took a nose-dive into the farthest nether regions of memory when I stepped into the adult world. Crawling out from under the weight of three decades of anti-dream belief systems I picked up along the way, I wrote briefly for other people. Being a ghostwriter was…well, I’m rolling my eyes. I guess we all have to step back into confidence one toe at a time after life has crushed the creativity out of us.
Only a decade ago, I was afraid…of more than I have time to explain. Today, I’m not…of anything really. In the US social norm, my life would suck to others. To me, its gratitude and grace is far more compelling to live with than the to and fro frenzy of worry and disregard our populations have become accustomed to. Like everyone on the planet, there are things to change for my world to be ‘perfect’, but I’m doing it in peace, with confidence and my eye on an outcome that has just been lassoed to reign in.
Lol – Engaged Quantum Health has surprised me.
What surprises me even more is that I have spent the last several months in front of this monitor writing page after page after page after page, almost every day, and here I am…writing still. As I came to the completion of the first book and completed a major screenplay in less than three weeks, I wondered if I had it in me to fulfill such an endeavor as a 7 book/movie series. That’s a lot of pages. That’s a lot of writing. That’s a lot of things to say that I don’t yet know to say.
The goal in mind is to get this project funded (the entertainment industry calls it creative development funding – creative!) then dedicate myself to its completion. I love to write and have my art for enough distraction to keep the creativity flowing and the writing fresh. But, that’s a lot of pages, a lot of words, a lot of character count that pops up every time the computer does an automatic save throughout my day.
What’s funny about all this is, I just finished an epic writing project that has consumed my days and focus…along with a little romance, friendship and life sprinkled in. I mean, really…last night was an unusually late night. I stopped writing after 8:00 pm and this morning…well, I paced, trying not to write this blog. It’s been six months since I’ve written here and I just could not not express what was ready to become.
I have surprised me
“I am addicted to the written word,” says Drew Barrymore in Ever After. Can I write seven books and seven scripts in seven years? It was once a question I could not ask, let alone answer. It’s evolution led me gently until, one day, I was in a deep pool of overwhelm and couldn’t get out. It was walking through this last leg of The Beginning’s journey that real comfort scooped me up and snuggled me in its arms. Then I startled myself when I calculated the actual writing time it took to produce manuscript and script (okay, so the administrator me isn’t that far away). I added my known drive, focus and love of writing and came up with a big YES to its process of completion…oooohhh…process…
The KeyMaster Chronicles…I am sure…will surprise me!
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12.13.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 1:33 pm by Ruth Evelyn
When heaven delivers the life you’ve been striving for, there comes a moment of pause when the ‘fighting your way through’ no longer applies and new behavior patterns must be allowed to become set in form. Frustration is no longer a way of life. This causes meditations to shift to greater productivity. With the greater productivity in communication with the hidden frequencies at play, physical matter flies forward faster. With physical reality of the dreams and desires forming themselves in front of your very eyes, one must stay on their toes to keep up with the swirl of magic happening in all directions.
For more than a decade, I have been ‘working’ toward specific goals within a journey that few comprehend, several have witnessed in confused awe and many are now recognizing as similar in their own step and course. Today, I am taking a moment of pause as I bask in the receipt of gifts promised as coming ‘at any moment’, but seemed to be forever dangling like a carrot just out of reach. Little, of course, looks like I thought it would in my traditional conditioned social concept of life. There is, however, no mistaking the truth of what surrounds me. Heaven as indeed delivered…and now I must change from considerations of striving to knowing my way through the rest of the delivery stream.
I have not written in some time because of the rapidity of life’s shift in the space of transition from one life phase to the next. How long these phases last is determined by one’s awareness in what is happening at any moment. Since evolution starts in the unseen worlds of frequency, the keener your insight into the law of vibration and its ever-shifting nuance, the greater clarity you have in the truth of movement from one moment to the next. When you play in the language of light, your world becomes a place of play – no matter what is happening in your life. My own phases have taken months, years and decades. Now, I am down to weeks, days, hours and, sometimes, seconds.
This particular transitional phase has brought with it a 30-hour download of my divine Plan. It’s an update. Once one downloads what their Plan has to say in the first moment of communication, the Plan automatically updates itself as each moment of synchronicity and fulfillment are met – which the plan sees to in swift course and action.
It’s like your computer. You do your thing in your day and next thing you know, you have a notification there is another update to be downloaded. Do you wish to install now or later? When finished downloading, sometimes it’s necessary to restart the computer for the downloads to take affect. This is the change of behavior pattern. The old programmed habits are now no longer applicable.
For example, as I approached hour 6 in this recent download, the frequency of believe disappeared over the horizon of the past. Taking center stage in its lone celebrity is the frequency of knowing. Knowing is now the only space that holds information that is current. If I am not receiving through the thread of energy that is knowing, nothing comes forward and I might as well be playing solitaire.
Having now become well-practiced and comfortable in the frequencial field of knowing, it no longer takes effort to get there. Nor does it feel vague, foggy or uncertain. It does, however, still require quiet. Well, perhaps it doesn’t require it…that seems to be just me. I find the information coming through this portal of knowing to be so solid and certain, I desire to know all it has to convey.
To expand into the knowledge bank of the universe, I have lived a humanly strange existence in communication with what many have called imagination. It is, however, this world of ethereal communication that has been proven time and again to be more real than what we experience as a human life. Now, as the future promises of dream and desire are now my physical human experience, questionable doubt and denial of what is truly real no longer occupy my time. Instead, it is easy to communicate with the unseen fields to know what is happening now and what is coming next. The proof of previous communications throughout the years now surrounds me…and I’m smiling. As I continue to acknowledge and allow, the ‘and more’ fruition fulfills itself in my life.
Heaven has delivered, the Team is still communicating expansion and my own Plan has sped up the fullness of information. It has taken a lot of ‘work’, a great deal of persistent patience, trust in the unseen worlds and belief. Without belief, nothing would have happened like this life I live. Nothing. Belief in dreams, in your life of greater happiness and in your self is the key you give yourself to your self. When you live as self, in full context and form, magic happens…know it as so…
Then, there’s joy. Joy is the WD-40 in life. Without it, the wheel of your cyclical beingness becomes stuck and lifeless. Joy greases the wheel. For every moment you experience joy, know your underlying frequencies of fruition have jumped into high gear. Pay attention to your steps and life when you are in joy – especially contented joy.
While believe and joy…and have…hasten fruition in no uncertain terms, knowing…well, knowing subjugates all else. Knowing is the main course of being. It is the portal of fulfillment where there is no catch, hang-up or delay. It is the main street of life with no secondary existence – no side street or being side-tracked. Knowing carries certainty, truth and clarity. Knowing displays, in essence, what is being delivered. Communing in the field of knowing is like looking at a catalog online. You know the generality of what is coming.
When you have moved beyond all doubt and uncertainty, you can let go of frivolous considerations of unbelief in your greater dreams. This is when you tap into the highest good you have designed for your self.
Highest Good…this is what heaven delivers…no matter the life you’ve been striving for.
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11.12.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 12:22 pm by Ruth Evelyn
We are in a constant state of renewal. As our cells regenerate themselves, the emotional information we tuck into their centers is consistently being added to. At what point does one begin to let go of what was to live in what is?
The frequencies of life on planet earth have changed dramatically in the past three years, not to mention the overall shift over the last four decades. Yet, what sits in our genetic body are generations of information yet to be released. Whether you are aware or not, your body is holding on to every moment of hurt, pain and joy your parents, great grandparents and great-great grandparents experienced that they did not let go of or release out of the body’s consciousness.
Your children, grandchildren and great-grandchildren will be processing through your emotional life as well – at least that which you do not clear out in this lifetime.
In truth, the molecular memory holds much more than three-generations-plus-this-lifetime of information. We, each of us who have not balanced our emotional body, carry histories in our genes that challenge our human comprehension of possibilities. The frequency of female, alone, carries all frequencial history of abuse and suppression of the gender simply because of the perpetuation that has been stamped into its coding with consistent acceptance en masse. The frequency of male is no different in its now-identity of traditional leadership and dominance.
This information is in our genes and we too often continue the cycles of behavior, thought and emotion without realizing what we are doing to ourselves, those we love and the environments we live in – like the planet and all its inhabitants. Why? Our bodies are consistently renewing themselves. Nature cycles through birth and rebirth every year. Yet, our human mind does not allow us to let go of what no longer serves our health and happiness, or ideas of what those mean, for generations and thousands of years. Mostly, it’s because we simply do not know what is hidden inside, nor do we really and truly want to look to know – for the most part.
Ignorance is bliss…or so we think. So what if we don’t clean up our internal core. So what if we die from this life without reconciling the past. So what if we don’t take that next step into self. What does it matter? It matters to you. It matters to your children’s children and their children…which will more than likely be you coming back in the future to do or finish what you are avoiding today.
The frequency of avoidance is kind of funny. While one is skirting an issue or flat out trying to walk away, a magnetic force activates that keeps what you are avoiding held tight within your perimeter. What you are avoiding then follows you like a loyal dog.
Clearing the past to meet your future is not an easy task for humans. Anyone saying so hasn’t done it yet. Unless one is transmuting frequencies, letting go of what was is only a nice idea because the root cause is still sitting deep inside the body waiting silently for the next trigger.
Life is full of opportunities to clean up, clear up and move on. For me, and those who are working the process taught to me by my ethereal Team, becoming aware of life at the level of frequency and taking the steps of transmutation through forgiveness of those frequencies, has changed the equation with definitive results.
Two days ago, another student of the process called in awe and wonder because she no longer has access to the emotional triggers of her ‘story’. It’s only been eight weeks since she began and her effort has activated the successful deactivation of her third, fourth and fifth dimensional triggers of emotional imbalance.
The gift in all this is that she has greater access to the higher vibrating dimensions. As she keeps applying the steps, her intuition and healing capabilities are expanding in exponential nature. She is quite magnificent…as are all of us. The big difference now is that she is knowing it, playing with the newness of skill and experiencing even greater result. This is affecting her confidence which cycles into supporting esteem which allows strength to have its way that she may become all she is meant to become in this lifetime. She is – has – ascended…while in her physical body.
This woman’s life change in eight weeks is remarkable…and normal in this process. Now, as her cells regenerate, they replicate themselves in a true state of renewal because the old information is no longer present. This hastens the acceleration of ascension. This will eventually take you into a place where situations are moved through with such finality in the moment that you cannot connect with its pain or memory of emotional detail within hours and days of completion. It is truly a rebirth in every moment…and I am now familiar with its process.
We are in a constant state of renewal. As our cells regenerate themselves, the emotional information we have tucked into their centers is not a permanent state of being. You can change your story you write as you experiencing life by changing what is replicated in your cellular and molecular memory. This is the choice of letting go of what was to live in what is.
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11.11.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 12:33 pm by Ruth Evelyn
It was the last week of March that Michael mentioned the word equilibrium. The end of July, I began a proactive process of establishing equilibrium. It has been an interesting experience and, today, equilibrium of congruency has been established.
When I woke this morning, I was met with an image of sitting as if on a slight incline or knoll. Metatron came from behind, sat down beside me and handed me a new agreement while the pages of the agreement that was flew away. The new stack has a thickness of approximately 1½ inches and its cover page bore the letters ALLOW. As I set it in my lap, ALLOW melted into its pages. Metatron smiled (a rare event), stood and returned to stand behind me, still smiling – with a little bit of a snicker. I did not understand.
It’s been a busy morning as we prepared for repairs to be done on the house. When I finally sat to commune with the new agreement, I first questioned its validity and what happened to the old agreement. After several questions for the Team, my Plan and the Collective Self, I was finally met with, “It is real and knowing will divulge its content.”
I centered and found my knowing place in me, then Michael and the rest of the Team came into view – all smiling and acting as if they were holding in a knowing happiness they could hardly contain. In the space of knowing, the information began with an announcement, “Dear One, I am Metatron, Lord and Angel of the Arch Covenant. I hereby present to you your Life in Partnership.”
Metatron’s formality to me was unprecedented and a bit of surprise. While I am currently unsure what this Life of Partnership entails, the revelations of what this all means to me haven’t wasted any time making themselves known. Congruency was the first to speak.
Family is a base code of my authenticity. It is a frequency that supports my aspect of Dimensional Communication. What the frequencial field of knowing showed me this morning is that congruency has been established in the frequency of Family throughout all layers; Cosmic, Universal, Soul and Human.
What this looks like in the energetic fields is that the experience of my human family, birth and choice, and my self are now in congruent communion. This is the same with my dimensional family and my self. Living in self, I am in congruent flow with both my human and dimensional families. This is a big deal…a really big deal…and it is through applying the frequency of equilibrium that it has been established.
There is a grounded peace in the feeling in my body. It is the experience of sitting in the hub of one’s life and feeling a thin, flat plane of ease in the flow of energy – not as spokes – but as a rhythmic, pulsating and dynamic life energy that sits in equal resonance all around me as it extends to my family wherever they are. From its side, it appears as the side-view of a spiral galaxy. It is the equilibrium of congruence.
Establishing the equilibrium of congruency took just over 3 months. When equilibrium is applied to any frequency, it gets busy surfacing and throwing out anything that upsets the state of peaceful flow. It hasn’t always been pretty, but congruency has now established its roots and the energies not in resonance with it are no longer fighting to stay.
This morning’s announcement that congruency has been established means that it becomes one of the stabilizing attractor factors in my life. This, in and of itself, makes all the “OMG…What Now?!!!” moments in the family worth experiencing and walking through. Even pain is exquisite in its outcome.
Establishing congruency flushes out disregard, misperceptions and untruths. It is a harsh experience because one comes to know truth. It is an easy experience because one comes to know truth. It is a fulfilling and loving experience because one comes to know truth. In the end, the physical body is strengthened, trust abounds and ease in communication establishes itself.
It is a place of family. It is a place of safety. Two days ago, I began painting in acrylic again. It is the next addition to the Personal Evolution series. The painting now on the art table is called “Safety“.
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11.07.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 2:11 pm by Ruth Evelyn
A dear friend chose to transition a few days ago. His method left no doubt to his determination or choice. Once he stepped into the final process, there was no turning back. He had prepared himself a guarantee of success.
I have only known Patrick a little over six months. He was dear to me for the conversations we shared from the depths of the heart, considerations of lostness and poignant cracks created in delusional fortress walls for greater expansion. Patrick was…is…a flame of light that flickered long enough and strong enough that I could see the truth of a door I had refused to open for ten years. My door is now wide open and my life experience has expanded in a kaleidoscope of new experience. Patrick chose differently.
In 2003, I had a two-month run of painting watercolor butterflies and flowers for a book I was illustrating. In the midst of the flutter of wings and color, I suddenly felt to put my work down and sit quietly in the rocking chair in my room. As I gently rocked back and forth, I was taken into the moment before suicide. I had never been touched by suicide beyond momentary considerations of feeling rather alien in my world now and then. While this moment was bewildering to me, I allowed the unfolding of the information and noted it in my journal.
I was shown in this experience that most acts of suicide are a soul choice, carried out in trance-like action and quite deliberate in process. In the moment of decision, the soul has come to a moment of choice. The soul assesses the life of its human self, the world status and condition, then determines where it is best to continue one’s work – on the earth plane or in the ethereal realms. If the decision is not the physical plane, it is the soul self that creates the scenario of exit.
The information provided on that sunny spring afternoon while I sat rocking in the midst of butterfly paintings was very clear, precise and gently explained. Then it just sat…for a long time. Three years later, a friend’s nephew chose his exit point. We have been fortunate. Communication with Tucker began shortly after his death. My friend and I are both Intuitives and the family was open to receive his messages.
Tucker’s description of his experience affirmed the information I was given. When my friend shared what he described, I then shared my journal notes. The mirror was unmistakable and Tucker was very chatty in his excitement as I then joined in with the dimensional communications.
My ethereal Team tells me the number of Soul driven suicides is 98% and we, the soul self, leave the body before death actually occurs. We are truly a humanity who does not know our connection to our selves. We have work to do on both sides of the veil. It does not stop when we leave this plane. Yet, what we are doing here as LightBearers is to move forward the world we are meant (and had planned) to live in. Even though the odds can seem dauntingly against success for peace, every life and every effort makes a difference. We are evolving and it’s important to keep clearing those low vibrations to make way for ascension as our way of life in the future.
Patrick was kind and beautiful and a gift. His gentle nature touched several of us that I know. As a young man in his twenties, he was searching to find his place. We have a world we are creating that is peaceful, yet we as a humanity have not let go of our unpeaceful ways. Can we do that, please? It’s time. Let’s let kindness back in and have its way. Then let’s find ways for kind people to be at home here. Let’s bring back the renaissance ways of arts, culture and creativity. Imagine what our brilliance could create with all of us running in authenticity!
Patrick tried to discover his purpose. Almost the moment I was introduced to him, the channel opened and I offered up the flow that could not be contained behind a mouth closed by social appropriateness. As I write this, I am recalling the experience had repeated itself a few months later with one who admitted he was on the brink of leaving. It’s unusual, but it happens.
I have been trying to remember what was said when the universe opened itself to him that first day. It’s pretty normal to not recall channeled information, but there is no snippet remaining to be known. It’s as if his soul sucked up all the information with it when it left. I have only our other conversations and memories. These have become like indelible ink on my brain because I now stand with love next to another young man because Patrick shined his light on a door I had stubbornly refused to open.
I’m glad I got to say thank you before he left.
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11.06.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 1:44 pm by Ruth Evelyn
We have moved…again. I am here at our new home by myself at the moment – a rare event nowadays. It was only last week at this time that we committed to this house and began packing to vacate in two days. Last minute living seems to be the way spirit works in the lives that are coming to know the intricacies of trust.
We had been subletting, notified of the necessary move a little more than a month ago, but the impetus to seek new housing was buried beneath an incredibly busy month. Elishia and I each had offers for individual lodging. It didn’t feel right for either of us, but relaxed into knowing back-up plans existed. I haven’t felt the luxury of a back-up plan in years. Trust holds no belief, need or desire for back-up plans. Trust and I have become good friends this past decade and is now making friends with those around me.
We had a surprise thrown in the mix after we made the commitment for the house. Due to unforeseen circumstance (you know the Team saw it coming!), a third party defined us as a trio under our one roof. C has joined the household. It isn’t all that surprising, really. The week before, at the urgency of Metatron and Michael (and the agreement of us), we created a pact of support and unity. We, in our humanness, did not know what was to come about.
What was surprising was the three days of packing and moving. Not one moment of irritation or frustration happened between us and the experience became a synchronistic dance of flow and movement. Even now, as I sit in the midst of a very tidy home, equilibrium has already been established and it feels as if we have been here for a while.
Our last address was 422. In numerology, this number is the harmony of mastery of relationship governed by infinite power. Events in this home provided significant insight into group dynamics. It was disharmony in the three that solidified harmony in the two. In truth, our housemate had a thick comforter of victimization wrapped around her. Life with her was dramatic and exhausting. When she finally decided to drop the façade, the party was over and it was time for all of us to move. It’s the Team telling me she has chosen to move on from her old self. The last conversation, however…
Our new address is 2208. The numerology is mastery of relationship with infinite power governed by the trinity. We are now three…and it was under the roof of the 422 house that events triggered trust to be established between the new trio. Imagine that. The exciting thing about this group is that we have, for the moment, combined paths and dimensional Teams. We are one big family with a single focus of forward movement. Through what is not exactly outlined as yet.
Of the frequencies I am witnessing thus far, trust is wasting no time in expanding itself. Serenity, love and kindness are immediately present. And, of course, equilibrium insisted its establishment happen immediately. Placing equilibrium with any high vibration frequency is a very quick way to flush out any kinks in any system – especially group dynamics.
I chose to not yet return to my home of desire and heart. What I am to finish here in heart of Texas is underway. I am glad to be sitting here in this sunny home and this quiet-right-now space. It will not always have this moment of peace. My housemates have their own versions of what that means and I have made room for them in my life. They are my friends, my love and my comrades in arm as we step in union into the equilibrium of trust
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10.24.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 9:11 am by Ruth Evelyn
I had an opportunity to go home last week. It’s a place – a physical location that is congruent with my beingness in the frequencies of joy, kindness, consideration, love and more. It is my external environment in resonance with my internal contentment. It is where I am fully at home with the internal and external self of me. It is balance. It is my external environment supporting internal equilibrium.
Equilibrium is a balancer. As a frequency, it is a stabilizer as it ejects all that is not stable and all that is not balance. Place any frequency within the realm of equilibrium and you have truth flying about in no uncertain terms. If you are already experiencing balance, the act may not necessarily upset any apple carts in your person, but it sure wreaks havoc on those close to you. Equilibrium has a far reach and it is changing the external landscape in my world.
This journey through the spiritual realms of within and without has been a focused walk into what my ethereal Team has called “My World”. I did not understand the totality of their meaning until recently. Watching the movie Inception, we get a sense of the unique worlds we each create. If we are fortunate, our world views expand and others join in the play. We gather to one another, each sharing our worlds as we become small and large units of congruently combined worlds with an ever expanding opportunity for greater and greater equilibrium…or Armageddon.
In my world, the dimensionality is experiential and vast. The play crosses many realms and is anchored in the internal world of self. Those others who have come to play in my world are now replicating their own worlds based on the patterning of authenticity – their authenticity. We are expanding opportunity and I am playing in equilibrium…which graced me with a trip home and a preview of coming attractions.
I first asked God to “take me home” in 1997. I outlined only two requirements: desert and mountain pine combined that would suit the incongruent desires of my relationship. I was thinking of Denver. I arrived in Reno 18 months later. I asked again in 2003. When I cried the cry, I was alone and felt strangely aware God’s consideration of home might be more ethereal than the physical home I had in mind.
The little red brick hidden cottage was a mere 45 minutes from home. I would hike there, play there and be there in every moment that I could. My home is beautiful, nurturing and full of oxygenating breath that fills every cell and molecular memory of my body. It is home and I am completely relaxed in its embrace…but I moved away.
In a two-month moment of unconsidered decision-making, I did as humans do and took a free will step in the opposite direction. We experience what we don’t desire to know with conviction what we do desire. I knew the first day of my new experience of home that I was far away from that which nurtures me to the core. Standing directly under the new year’s eve full moon, I once again called for the gods and universe to take me home. This time, I left out all detail and bathed myself in knowing trust of an outcome of highest good. I have been making my way back to the physical home of my desire ever since and I was there last week. Why didn’t I stay?
Why I didn’t stay is not a question easily answered, except to say equilibrium is at play. There are steps to finish here in my home away from home. A mere five a few days ago, is now only one. A singular missing board on an ethereal footbridge across a deep crevasse of granite cliffs. One step. Illusion or reality? It depends on the view from the experience.
It matters not where I am now. The knowing has arrived and the commitment is made. Synchronicity and step…step and synchronicity…equilibrium is busy ejecting what is not congruent to maintain stability and balance in the movement. Without the presence of equilibrium in the process of change, imbalance and instability run amuck with free reign and unpredictability.
I went home last week. I stood and played and hiked and interacted in my external environment in resonance with my internal contentment. Before I left, equilibrium began working on everyone who is returning to this place of joyful play with me as we build the business side of life. It is the way of intention as the nature of light brings everything into balance…which is done through the invocation of equilibrium.
If you desire your home, your business and/or your relationships stable and balanced, seek home and welcome equilibrium into your life. A generous sprinkle of commitment to the wholeness of self is highly recommended!
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10.14.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 2:44 pm by Ruth Evelyn
When Metatron said we would take people from where they are along their spiritual journey to download of their personal plan within three months, I had a challenge wrapping my brain around the probability. At the same time, I was also in a state of serenity and knowing the probability was very real. So, okay. Let’s go ahead.
Writing the program took minutes as it was already a process I had been living for a few years now and had just completed with Elishia. The final step of self vortex activation, download of my personal plan for this life and connection with the collective self is recent in my life, but full of consistency and activity. It’s easy because I’m being me in real time and real life.
I am actioning the me I came to be. There is no more fight in wondering why I’m here, explaining myself to anyone, feeling the need to be heard, asserting my point, scrambling to find footing, wondering where I stand, feeling out of place and all those myriad of experiences that give us pause and irritation to situations and with people.
Self vortex living is the path of highest accord. One is working only with the highest frequencies available to them. It is a space of ease and grace which makes allowing happen before you realize you are actually allowing. This was a big change for me because allowing was always something I had to remind myself and it periodically became an act of will to allow, which isn’t truly allowing!
That is not to say conflict and disagreement does not exist in this space of an active self vortex life. The solutions unfold themselves before there is time and opportunity to become vocal. Life is so active in the center of presence, it is only the present moment one is responding to and creating in. Within this way of being, one considers a solution or desire. The co-creator then shows up with the solution or opens the door of easy acceptance of your wishes and desires – before you can open your mouth to make the request – with regularity.
So, how does one handle conflict within self vortex living? The field of truth is pregnant with information that just happens to make itself known when it is ready to be revealed. Equilibrium is the fullest frequency present within the self vortex. If untruth is present, it is equilibrium that pushes truth to become itself to maintain stability within is vortex realm. Truth then presses untruth to the surface for revelation and clearing.
With the presence of equilibrium so strong, untruth becomes known as questions are asked, truth is revealed and discordance begins to show all factors that are not in resonance, congruence and in stable order. This is the undercurrent of conflict. Living within the self, awareness of growing conflict surfaces while the information is still fresh. Meaning, you sense conflict at its earliest stages which creates opportunity to communicate with the true issues rather than after the wave of conflicting energies have picked up too many of its false friends along the way that leave you never really dealing with the roots of any problem.
The difference in handing conflict, while living within the self vortex system, is that you are doing so within the fullness of equilibrium. Synchronicity, balance, congruency and ease are part of the blended frequencies of equilibrium. They support and maintain peace within the physical body while chaos is brought to order.
As a human living within the self vortex system dealing with harsh conflict in close proximity of personal nature, your mind and body are held in the fulcrum of peace while all is in play. The auto-response becomes trust in the outcome, no matter what that looks like. With the human body and mind in the space of peace and trusting the outcome, the true nature of light becomes the ambassador of negotiations through both the energy fields and human conversation. It is a new way of being.
As long as you continue to fortify your life within the self vortex process, the true nature of light is not some thing you convey from within and toward others, it becomes the field of protection that automatically wraps itself around you. This protective field is in all you do and exudes in all you are without your thought or consideration or even remembering its there. It shows up and you say, “oh, yeah” and “of course!”
It is the way we have all being looking for and it’s most definitely within…but becomes a natural reality when you live within it. Plants lives this way – naturally.
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10.02.10
Posted in Threads of Evolution at 4:55 pm by Ruth Evelyn
While there have been unexplained moments of intuition that have been life saving and changing for me and those around me, the visitations and ethereal conversations didn’t really begin until 1997. They have all come to me. I did not seek them out, except to ask God teach me to be peace. I tell people now, it is not about being careful what you ask for. It is best to be cognizant of what you are asking.
During that fateful dream visitation, when the angel asked if I would like to help ‘up here’ or ‘down there’, I chose ‘down there’ because ‘there was still too much to be done’. Little did I know what I was about to encounter to place me in position to take care of the ‘much to be done’.
From February 1997 until February 2004, when escalation happened, my life was rearranged in dramatic and unforeseen ways. It was not a change my 1997 self would have chosen, nor my 2004 self consider as unbeneficial. It is my 2010 self that sits in awe and chuckle at the divine orchestration that I cannot, in any way, consider as happenstance. We all have plans for being here and, when activated, the only way through is through. I wish you well on your own journeys. Namaste.
In 2004, a few days after being called by a reader saying it was time to have an Angel Reading, I was awakened by a loud ethereal voice saying it was time I got to know them. For three days, I sat with my journal as each of my Team members introduced themselves. They came forward one by one spelling their names, sharing their essences of personality and explained their role in my life. It was a veritable party of universal teachers no human academic institution has to offer.
As the teachers completed their tasks with me as student, they would move on and new mastery was attained. I began with many entities, angels and a council of five Ascended Masters. Now, I am member of a council of 33 – which is news to me at this writing. I only knew of 24, however, things change as evolution on a path happens. Dimensions open to me and I am no longer thirsting for the knowledge of its secrets. It comes to me in the appropriate moment for the appropriate circumstance. It’s easier that way and less exhausting, as it is the way of beingness that holds less resistance when one is in search of life’s truths and great mysteries.
My journey has evolved far beyond the religious prayer of my youth when I fervently stated every Sunday that “I am so unworthy as to gather thy crumbs under thy table.” The prayer, I thought, was beautiful in its spoken cadence. It felt good and rightful to stand tall and state this stance in the same way as singing the Stones’ “I ain’t got no satisfaction”. It sounds good and feels good, but be cognizant of what you are stating to your self and the universe. We are our own self saboteurs, especially in our innocence.
By the spring of 2005, I met my first moment of having enough of ethereal games. I refused to take one step further into their own agenda as I could see my own human needs were not a priority to them. One cannot slam the door, walk out or truly send away their ethereal Team. My only option was to shut down. So, I did. I refused their game and the resulting aftermath was the birth of a dimensional partnership that raised the stakes of the game and my life.
Sixteen months later, Yeshua took me up an elevator while I was in a channeling session. We stopped at the next floor and picked up Abraham. I had been working with the Brotherhood for well over a year. We then rose to the next stop where I was let out by myself to stand in front of an all white scenario of futuristic sensations. It was the Galactic Command and Kuthumi was my guide.
When I sat in my Angel Reading, there was an entity who stood off to the left by himself. “Just call me Frank,” he said. “If you know of anyone who needs help, just call on me. I’ll know what to do.” Time after time after time, I would call on Frank whenever I knew of anyone who was in need. The results were clear and obvious divine help was a reality. It was over a year after our first meeting he finally identified himself as St. Francis.
When Frank became St. Francis to me (I was not raised knowing saints, btw), his interaction with me began taking on the note of teacher. We worked closely within the groups of medical projects going on at the time and I learned how to stop playing ping pong in contentious relationships. He’s good at teaching that.
Up to the point of the meeting in the white room, angels, beings of light, Ascended Masters, the Brotherhood and the occasional Buddhist and Hindu deities would come forward to teach me one thing or another. It was after the meeting that I came to understand the importance of a human’s in-body ascension in process and reality.
I was in meditation, ready for my regular conversation with St. Francis, when he said to call him Kuthumi. “Excuse me? I’m not comfortable with all the galactic and Star Trek references with Plaedians and confederations and such. I’ll stick with St. Francis, thank you very much.”
“You will call me Kuthumi,” was his directive.
“No, I will call you St. Francis. It’s more comfortable for me. I like the energy I feel with you as St. Francis. So, the question I have is…”
Thus began a three-day stand-off.
The spiritual journey is not only about finding the God-Self within. It is the peeling away of the layers of false belief, which opens being able to consider new beliefs. For my ethereal Team to get me out of the comfort zone I was in, they had to show me there was more to life than what I was seeing. Stubbornness and resistance are futile. With no one responding, it was me, of course, who was to relinquish the controls to know a new way.
To this day, I have uncomfort with the sci-fi version of dimensional communications. At the same time, I laugh, because I also recognize my own conversational life is very sci-fi to others. We experience what we experience and know more in the expansion of it all. Accepting diversity amongst us is far more than a consideration of race and interests. Beliefs win the prize. Willingness to know truth in any discourse dissipates erroneous beliefs.
What I learned from Kuthumi that I could not learn from St. Francis was that there were in fact levels of ascension, expansiveness of information, dimensional differences, the physical changes in the body when interacting within the various layers and more about the value of dimensional partnership. I learned from the galactic layers how to proactively raise the body’s energies to participate in true ascension. One cannot be lazy in their journey and expect their Teams to continue coming into the lower echelons of vibration if there is a sincere desire and commitment to live a better life.
I learned from my three-day stand-off that when I drop my resistance to the truly uncomfortable views, I learn so much more about life’s mysteries and myself. The galactic information led to knowing the layers of Supreme Essence, the world of the Arch Covenant and channeling The Game of Humanity, which has all circled back to being in the experience of Self. There has been much unmentioned detail in between and all has resulted from allowing myself to trust what cannot be seen and is considered unknown.
We are magnificent beyond comprehension.
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