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The “Self” Vortex
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Ruth Evelyn |
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Once you get past being labeled selfish by those not inside your shifting self, the inside can sometimes seem as unfriendly as the outside. There is a way through, however, so we keep going. We, who turn to discovery of the universe within, sometimes wish we could stop the journey. It is a road we are destined to walk. It is a road every human walks eventually, because self is what we are.
The beautiful part of the journey of self is the exquisite moments when your experience expands itself in moments of soft and surprising realizations of a greater aspect you did not know existed. These are the moments we live for. This is why we continue. We are adventurers traveling down a twisted and turning road. It’s too soon to quit because there is another bend up ahead and we want to see what’s around the corner.
The self is complex in its simplicity. So much detail is experienced in the journey of self. Yet, when recognition comes, a phase ends or you have become your self in fulfillment, the look back holds only the wholeness of it all. The detail of hardship and entangled confusion you have come through is paled in the expansiveness you now are.
In the blend of consciousness and experience, there are four layers of self specific to human life on planet earth. They are human, soul, universal and cosmic.
Human self is the focus of personal development, interaction and physical fulfillment of creation. It is our experience of physical matter through our senses and interplay of relationship. We gain experience, tuck it away into our inner being, make choices, change our minds, grow through experience, have thoughts, make choices and on and on. We are the gatherers of experience and information.
The soul self is the connector of non-matter to matter and matter to non-matter. It is the bridge, the go-between that connects the human to its higher self. Connecting to the human self is the soul’s only purpose and only job. This is one of those processes that holds a lot of detail, is the most challenging from both the human and soul aspect, and, is the way through.
The universal self and the cosmic self are already connected to one another. It is through the soul that the human self aligns in connection to their own higher realms. The soul self is the dimension of the human interacting with the individuated soul realms. This soul realm includes communication from guides, guardians, angelics and the like.
Connecting with one’s soul self has been the larger part of our personal and group spiritual journeys since the game of humanity began. Once you are connected in your aware consciousness, the journey continues in a push-pull manner until the soul self and the human self align. Like aligning at a docking station, the soul’s coding and the human’s coding for specific frequencies align for connection. These frequencies are your authentic code. When human self is aligned with the frequencies within the soul self, connection is made and activation occurs. When activation of the authentic code occurs in the body, the human self automatically connects to the universal self through the bridge of the soul self.
The soul then becomes the filter between the human and universal self. As the bridge between matter and non-matter, non-matter and matter, the soul self is a regulating unit that blends the energies of high and low vibrations for fluidity. During the course of this regulation, the human walks through a series of tying up loose ends as the human self clears up frequencies in the emotional body that do not align and resonate with the universal self.
The universal self is the individuated higher self. Connected to the cosmic self, the universal self comprehends the greater view of all that is in the human experience. It is a group consciousness within the individual experience. The universal self is a conscious consideration of understanding, oneness, trust and peace. It is the universal self that connects to other universal selves to orchestrate the matrix of synchronistic grids active in the lives of every human self in existence.
Like the soul self, the universal self is also a regulating filter between the lower frequencies and the cosmic frequencies. Were a self in human form to connect directly to its cosmic component without the soul self and universal self in regulating function, the human self would not be able to exist in body.
The cosmic self is your vibrational thought pattern at its highest creation of individuation. Beyond the cosmic layer is the all, the opening to all that is, the layer of everything and nothing, the wholeness of God in full consciousness without individuation. The cosmic self is the highest expression of individuation. It exists as vibration coming into form. It is the cosmic self that holds the plan – your plan – for physical manifestation. This includes the manifestation of your life, your beingness, you – as physical experience. You are the physical manifestation of your cosmic mind. It is the You that is you.
Contained within this cosmic make-up of self is where your individuated thoughts originate. Your personality pattern is encoded with its stamp of authenticity. Your higher decisions, agreements and recorded actions sit in vibrational form within the cosmic self. The cosmic self is the greater containment of you in hard-to-fathom expansiveness of who you are as you know yourself in this human experience. Your partner in life is your cosmic self.
It is within this cosmic mind you reach into your record of the Akash – your Akash. Your cosmic self is your experience as an individuated expression throughout eternity. You, as your human self, came into being in physical form because you chose it through your cosmic self experience. You are the physical manifestation of your cosmic mind. You thought it and you became it.
Through your cosmic self you know your preference for the color blue over the color orange and vice versa because of the information you have gathered throughout your experience of choice. You have been gathering this kind of information through experience from the first moment you chose to manifest as human. You are thought manifested into form and everything you have come to earth to experience and be is a determination made by you for you in your cosmic mind.
You are a contained universe. You have everything in self that you came to earth to be, have and experience. In the cosmic self, where you created your world and your life, you have all the components for your daily existence vibrating in wait to manifest through you. This means the energy of your next car, partnership, house, dream and goal already exists in the pattern of thought and frequency. They are in existence and living in the containment of your cosmic self. If you have thought it, it exists in the system of self that is you. You created it and you manifested yourself into a human being so that you can have the physical experience of it.
Your cosmic self has already created your life before you arrived. Your universal self has put together the synchronicities within the collective that you may touch one another through physical action, interactive play and cooperation within the manner of exchange of physical matter – money, goods, conversation, relationships, etc. Your soul self is doing all it can to connect with you and link up your human self with your authenticity to create full alignment. It is the debris in our human emotional bodies that stops, resists and delays the whole process.
The processes we are taught to come into alignment with mind, body and spirit are many. Every one of them is correct – if it works for you. Focusing on the emotional debris at the level of frequency has enabled me to cut through my emotional charge with others. Forgiving the root cause frequencies of the emotional body takes care of all triggering situations surrounding any specified frequency (see Sedona Journal, June 2010).
Moving through the dimensional layers of forgiveness of low frequencies will naturally move the body through the ascension process as lower vibrating dimensions are closed behind you. When you are sufficiently clear of your past habitual patterns that keep you from self alignment, you will more closely connect with your soul self. Communication with the soul self will help you step into your place of authentic code connection and activation. Keep clearing and raising the frequency vibrations in your body until your cosmic self is able to communicate with your human self through your aligned frequencies.
As we are living life with unawareness of this connection of self, we juggle ourselves between here and there, trying this and trying that. When you discover the space of full connection, you come into alignment with a force that will change perspective, actioning, beingness and how you co-create with your self in this and future lives.
When precise alignment occurs, the energy of the cosmic self comes through the universal self and the soul self into the human self. Its counter-clockwise spiraling movement is a slow-moving sensory external perception with sensation of internal speed as it creates a vacuum through its center – your core. Don’t move. Just be.
You are in the midst of your cosmic self (you) pulling into itself (you) the physical attributes of its vibrational thought (your thought) to create the physical experience (your experience) of what is already created before you (it – the cosmic self) arrived to be the experience of it (your creations).
It is your cosmic self that has all that you have waiting for you to manifest – all that you desire to manifest. When you, as self, have determined what in your cosmic mind will come into fruition on the planet, you incarnate. You came here to play music, research disease codes, clean up the oceans. You came here with a plan. You came here and you brought with you everything you would use to support you in that plan. Aligning the frequencies of self with self allows self to bring its vortex of creation to touch the ground of earth.
This is the self vortex.
This is how we become alchemists in our lives creating something from nothing. It is the process through which you can come to the planet and just be and still have everything show up for you in your life. It is also the natural process humanity is evolving into. In the meantime, with every low frequency you clear with finality out of your emotional body while you are experiencing your life, you are raising the vibrational frequency of your self for this and all of your existence.
Your every moment is recording information in your cosmic
creative self. When you transition, you will as self, assess what you
have gathered, co-create a new plan and dive back into the game again.
It’s what we do. It’s how we play. It’s why we are. As a self-serving
individual vibrating at high frequencies of creation on the planet, you
become self serving self. Showing up in full participation is how we
serve one another. |
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©2000-2011 Ruth Evelyn